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Okay , i suddenly miss my long black hair. This picture was taken back in 2007, that was lyke 2 years ago, can? So, should i bring sexxy black , again? Okay, today was a rough tough plus yippee hippie happy day for me! Have a lil convo with missie lawyer. Apparently, only a few special ppl have been told about the case. Met dearest daddy since he's back in Singapore already. Okay, daddy, better show yourself up since someone confirmed your name to be indian. I agree on the Biswas though. but what about the Antonio Agresias ? Haha. Afterwhich, met dearest akai, went to Bugis and town to catch some ideas for valentine's. Oh and some preparations for the month of February qan sayanggg? hehe. See larh, you have the ability to make me smile, laugh, cry and angry all at once. ahha. Baby was listening to " Baby, don't go". And he keeps on phrasing the same thing to me. "IM BETTER THAN YOUR EX, BETTER THAN YOUR NEXT". He then adds on, " I love this

Okay , went to Atika's blog. it was interesting to have read about personalities. I was amazed on how accurate it was. Now, here's the results after i took the test ; Name: bella Date: 1/30/2009 Colorgenics Number: 53764120 You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm. You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days. You know wh

Accompanied baby to woodlands polyclinic. I know, its like our hotspot! haha. Okay, credits to bro in law for sending us overr. It was a hell of tyme waking akai up! Suspect kuat, ade tsunami pun taq sadar! Grr, afterwhich, go makan. Today, akai very the giler2 can? He was like singing to me all the songs from my mp3. TEBIAT SANGAT2 . haha. Hung out for a while, and he sent me home. very early. asyek naq aqu baleqq siang jer. ape ceriter pun taq tawu la. and now, taq angqat call lagy! geramm okeh? pfft . guys guys and guys. as always la qan . Be meeting hym again tomorrow after work, around 6 30 pm , i guess. akai sayang, ader larh insan yang teramat rapat dgan bella kater, akai taq pernar exist. waduh. sedih ya ? haha. amcm kaikai? mau pump pe? hehehes. Pictures below, are pictures of me, my mum and cousins from indonesia (madura). My paman (uncle) was telling me how amazed he was to see me after some time , ye la, ape ke taq, im all grown up. Paman , tolong hadir di singa

I am missing two of my most important friends . MAX AND EVE . Okay, ive been busy mugging and work at the same time. and so, its the first day of work today. I havta totally run the show. I got my table numbers all mixed up. very confusing, can? Fret not, I'll shine . haha. Khai was flirting with me. Like wth! haha. he was super hilarious la . I min, not akai okay. Its my bartender . Made lotsa new friends. Credits to Kat for training me. I swear, Im in loveee with Strongbow. Its a frizzy sweet beer . Apple taste! On the floor was Khai, rudy, sonnie , Kat, Mona and Timmy ( the manager ). Happy hour ends at 9pm. and, seriously, not much crowd la but i swear, i was nervous can? First F&B as my career taw! lol . Akai was pissed . He gave me 23 missed calls and a message . "Oik pantat! darh mampos pe?? Kol braper banyak kali taq angkat......!" Haha. Sorry, didnt inform you i got work lor. and yea, he was like. Akai ; Bella taq bilang pon bella qerjer? Be

Okay , for chinese new year, ive got myself a new haircut. Im bringing sexxy black ! yeah ! haha. nah, i just got myself bangs. again! I miss having bangs douh . Dolly came over last nyte for some bitching sessions. oh, we did study too qan dolls? hehehe. afterwhich, met dearest at woodlands. Him having hys PMS. Hahah. As for today, got over grandma's condo to celebrate chinese new year. dapat ang pao taw! hehes. afterwhich, met brother in law since he wanted to burn songs for hys van. and eqa came over with dearest naima. Naima was afraid of akai because AKAI DARH BOTAQ LA! haha. Im super worried for friday, akai have hys court case. lets just pray hys probation will be extended. Favour la, next month da officially tunang okay . and we aldy invite ppl sehy. grr ! Im currently on the phone with e'qa and texting my dearest akai. Multi-task eh bella! Much much love. GONG XI FA CAI . ps ; pictures for cny to be updated soooon once grandma sent it over to me.

Pictures taken some time back . Okay, baby dolly will be coming over for some revisions and bitchings. Rofl! Was on e fone w dolly for hours last nite . Mama havent been home since last morning, just where on earth my mum merayaps? haha. As for akai, he finally called 11.30pm. Akai ; bella patne? Bella ; Rumah uh . Akai ; k2 bye bye . Bella ; ape caqap? qol ader aper? Akai ; taqder aqu naq dgar suare qau . He sounded really pissed. perhaps it was the way i message. "Bella tawu larh akai tanaq bebual dgan bella. bella pun taq tawu akai patne sekarang nie. akai dar macam lain uh. cumer satu jer bella harap, akai taq curang pat bella macam dulu kay? goodnite." He gave me a call upon receiving the sms . Okay, whatever. Aniway, that bitch lepak with hym again ytd! irritating arh . and i knoe he is still asleep for now. Should i give hym a call later ? haha, we shall see, baby.

and now he is like avoiding my calls. what the fucking hell he is up to, im not sure. He just pick up from 830 pm, saying he is in the toilet. merepeq ryte. im so not gonna call hym! pape uh, if he rely curang, allah will definitely guide me through, amin.

Its a mundane saturday and yes, its a day home for me. Busy memorising those notes from school and work. grr! Mama went out with Qaq darling leaving me alone at home. And akai's prepaid is effin low that i cant call hym. Marvellous qan? It was just 5 hrs ago when he can receive free incoming, afterwhich, the mobile operator goes " THE M1 CUSTOMER YOU'RE CALLING IS NOT RESPONDING" he then gave me a message, saying his credits are low. Message siaper ajer taw! pfft! Okay, was on the phone w eve and we were talking about almost everything la qan. GUYS ATTITUDE , sucks big tyme! Was utterly busy with some of my school's things to do yesterday. Afterwhich, accompanied baby to clinic again. and then, headed to woodlands. Hung out with hym for a while and bumped into FRANIRA AND WANIE. It was fun catching up though'. As we were engrossed in our convos, we bumped into E'QA, her daughter and DAYAH. We laughed a lot, talking about how the seniors used to have

Pictures taken with beloved akai last night. Akai sent me to school yesterday, he woke me up at 5 and yea, took the train. It was all packed in Jurong. The crowd was 'fabulous'. grr! Okay, today, Ive got training for work and den off to q'twn. Afterwards, met akai in woodlands and headed for lunch. Both had Fried kway teow with cockles. yummy! hehes. Hang out with my beloved. afterwhich met an, who was busy on the phone with teeqa. Yana joined us for a chat. Ok, yana's getting prettier ! lol. Two minah YP then lepakd with an, irritating la. like the whole woodlands hate them can? Umur still budaq, den very the kerek. urgh! mentelism. pretty? as what akai say, pecah, ley jady hostess mumbai! haha. taq racist eh. just a comment. haha. and, yea, she remind me of SHITdah. lol. Tapy, shida lagy cerah u knoe. Whtevr, oh, rupe2 nye, qawan qorang si sya2 yang qenal2 nan akai? Lol. akai cakap dier irritating siol. haha. sorry la, no matter what, akai stakat buat boring2 u kn

Above are pictures I did not bother to upload this week. Im seriously busy and lethargic okey. I might not be in school but ive been mugging, Like seriously, Im fucked up with some people who refuse to email me the SMILE VIDEO. For those who have not, please do email me by monday. ZETTYBELLAJAMES@HOTMAIL.COM . Thank you! I need to upload those in Mr saul's class blogg. And im feeling all stressed up now. Its been hectic since ive started working already. Juggling school, family, work, and my other half - no worries, im coping pretty well. Urgh , be studying ECONS with dolly soon enough . And yes, Jailani's group project was a last min thingy since I forgot to bring my belardy (bloody i min) laptop! so, it was about drugs and media. It was a quick 15 min thing i did in class. Dolly, SEE, TETAP BOLEY SETTLE PUNYERH. haha, in the end, we got 36/70. okay la qan? Jailani was having his PMS. Irritatinq la qan ! Marar and sarcastic. geraaam i. geraaamm sekali!! haha. haiz, to end