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I am missing two of my most important friends. MAX AND EVE.
Okay, ive been busy mugging and work at the same time.
and so, its the first day of work today.
I havta totally run the show.
I got my table numbers all mixed up. very confusing, can?
Fret not, I'll shine . haha.
Khai was flirting with me. Like wth! haha. he was super hilarious la .
I min, not akai okay. Its my bartender .
Made lotsa new friends.
Credits to Kat for training me.
I swear, Im in loveee with Strongbow. Its a frizzy sweet beer .
Apple taste!
On the floor was Khai, rudy, sonnie, Kat, Mona and Timmy ( the manager ).
Happy hour ends at 9pm. and, seriously, not much crowd la but i swear, i was nervous can?
First F&B as my career taw! lol .
Akai was pissed . He gave me 23 missed calls and a message .
"Oik pantat! darh mampos pe?? Kol braper banyak kali taq angkat......!"
Haha.
Sorry, didnt inform you i got work lor.
and yea, he was like.
Akai ; Bella taq bilang pon bella qerjer?
Bella ; akai tdo per. macamner naq bilang ?
Akai ; At least message Akai kay? AT LEAST..
Bella ; yela pape.
See, he tends to show me hys attitude. But as soon as I show myne, he'll be worried.
Met dearest akai after work,
he told me to accompany hym go tke mc again tomorrow, afterwhich, go watch movie.
Sorry for the cold shoulder sayang. I havta do it. The answers is in your hands. so, you decide.
I love you much baby.
Akai ; Asal bella darh lain? asal action dgan akai?
Bella ; pikir sebelum bebual la akai.. Siape yang action dulu? Bella or akai?
Akai ; (silence for a minute) ye la, akai yang salah kay.. sorry.
Haiz, i wished, i wished he'll change for the better. Not saying im perfect, but i shall change too!
Baby, sorry la kay semalam my dress was too short!
Its for chinese new year la!
duh!
Okay, i better get back to sleep now.
Got some plans and meeting baby tomorrow.
EVE AND MAX! I SHALL CALL YOU TOMORROW.
goodnite sweethearts!




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