Melt me with ure kisses.

MY BELOVED BROTHER AND I. Happy burfdae abang.. Wishes on a starr fer u to alwaes be happy and successful in everything dat u do. As a sisterr, i alwaes hope fer da best. May ure relationship wid herr lasts and yea, im missin u eversince ure bz wid sch and werk. *sobs. Abg... Thanks fer takin a really gd care of me and mama. I've alwaes heed ure advise. I knoe sumtyms i mae be rude, but seriously i dun intend to. LOVE ya alwaes. Thanks fer being strict coz dat proves tat u cared. Haha.. Aniwaes. im proud to have a brother lyke u.... U mae be da youngest brother compared to apiz,lan and mail but den, ure da most protective of all. u wun allow me to be late n wear doze revealin clothes. haha.. Yeay.. ure teachin me maths. Thanks abg~!! ure da best. Note dat ure sister LOVES u very muchh and MISSES u to bitx. Good luck in everything. GODbless. Stae goodlooking, humorous and lovable. Hope u have a wonderous burdae todae my big bro~!!! MISH YA~!! ONCE AGAIN. HAPPY BURDAE~!!MWAX sMOOCCHH

Ferst things ferst. I ain't feelin well dyz few daes. Im hvg a high fever and dt totally sux.3 daes MC.. PLUSPLUS da bad cold im havng, URGH. sleepless nite but thanks to my medicines, i dozed. Hrmps. Nutin much todae. Went to cp wid tasha n herr mum todae. Just to withdraw sum amount from my card and den we headed to KFCs fer dinner. Cik, thankx fer da treat. *appreciates. TASHA. NO WORRIES K BABE. IM ALWAES A CALL AWAE.xoxo. Anisanisanis. MISShymMISShym... Tashas mum told me dat he Quits frm Ph. I wonderr y. Not being bzbody but im just worried fer hym. Just hoping fer da best and ya ; NOTHING BUT DA BEST. Next. I finally suspended my modellin contract and wad is happenin to me n my dancerz. *LEFTOUTS. hrmps, wadever la. as long as u gerls continue to be disciplined and strong. i believe u can GROOVE on... ALLDABEST mates. Australia; Should i go or should i not. its my future and tyme is tickin fast. After raya will be da last im in singapore. AT LEAST two years. MYFELLOWfrens,DE

I woke up early todae. Went to Nurul's (anis's syz) place. Had sum conversations wid both herr and herr mom... Well, her mom is soo UNDERSTANDING AND SUPPORTIVE. Anis woke up late todae. Saw shukor.~ He's cute. Anis's HOT... Hahakz. Short story fer a short ; I dunnoe wads happenin between da bof of us, anis and i. I min its Lyke karma. Last tyme, wen he was all set n free, i was da 1 whose bz and too obsessed with my modellin werl. Now, wen i suspended my modellin contract, its hys turn to get bz. He's all bz wid werk and stuffs. I understand. He looked all sloggy, tired and stressed. I min, he can alwaes count on me to be wid hym and listen to hys every werds and spend evry precious moments togetha.But he keeps on sayin 'Its ok". Urgh~! IM MISSING HYM SOO... Went out wid nurul to dhoby ghaut and bought dyz snake ring for my beloved kuzie. Hurhur. I bought 1 already, but i misplace it and so, had a replacement fer it. hahaks. MISSION COMPLETED. Tasha di

Todae was NATIONAL DAE celebration in school.Was bored. Had nothing much in school,just sum parade,class discussions and concerts.DK barat was entertainin,standard,my classmates maa(hEhs).. Dey did a great Job except sum___ CORRUPTED. Dikir barat.. Hmms, it reminded me of my ex schoolmates, tong,azril and all..They were the great ones~!MISSMISSem soo much sey~! Nemind2,dey will forever be in mua memories. No doubt~! Nurul, i heart u. Just be patience ayte. Miracles happen. u can count on me enitime. I min, ure mua gf. I wun let u down n so,pls dun let me down. Dun get influenced easily. Ure still naive gerl. me either,actually . LOVES~ ___________________________ My cousins from melbourne came back this week~! Wee~! But i only have a week to spend wid dem, well, dey r goin off to Melbourne dyz cumin TUESDAE. Uncle ahmad wasn't in town. To Khaizer ; Congratulations on ur engagement. Went to rendezvous hotel fer dinner wid mama and my cousins. Shalya, my beloved cousin, she's c

Circumstances may come in between us. Dyz picture i edited, has its meanin. Im at da back, and ure in da front. It means, no matter where u are, im alwaes behind u,supportin . ~ LOVES My tears define everything ; Beautifully broken. Unbreak my heart. LOVELOVEbella~ *SmoOchex

Darlinq. Darlinq. Ure making me confused and yet im loving u more each dae. Haez. And btw. I knoe ure LYING wen u sae ure attach. Koz if u are, ure mum wun call me and persuade me to be patience and wait fer u. She saes to me , if i really love you, den, i should wait fer u. And i think i should coz i promised herr i wil. And futhermore, I understand u are serving ns after ure tagging and u will be too busy fer me. I knoe. But think, By the tyme im done wid my studies in melbourne, U are done wid ure ns. Get my point dear? But nevermind. I will alwaes trust u. As ure mum saes, ure a man of ure werds. I trust u. Anis, i noe ure faithful and so, pls dun lie. Coz it hurts. I love u too much to betray u. If i have to make a wish now, I will definitely wish fer yr happiness coz wen ure happy, im happier. U changed me in many waes. Thank u so much fer ur love and devotions. ILOVEU alwaes.Never doubt me. I miss e tymes we had togetha. whisperin all da sweet nothings, sharin an inside joke

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My love is fragile. Its hard fer me to express how i feel rite nw. But i can't help but to be CONFUSED. I called hym askin if he wanna tag along tmr. Go and watch firewerqs. But it ended up differently. I asked hym a different Question instead. I asked if hys ok and if i've done enitin wrg till he gave me a cold shoulder.~SUDDENLY. Its a Question unanswered fer months and i've got da answers just now. Fer da whole of our conversation, he was silent and hence, i sense sumthg. He never acted dyz cold towards me before. Its like da ferz time in da whole year. I asked hym why. And what raged me was dyz. "Bella, im attached". Pearls of tears rolled down my cheeks. I hear nothing except fer my heartbeat. Its broken. Beautifully broken by da 1 whom she calls her prince.Its confusing because..The whole of hys colleagues knew we were kinda togetha. But no one person ever mention to me of hym being attched. Not even hys mum. Instead, Hys mum kept on asking me abt us and a

To be precise. I've had enuff of all da rumours and discriminations. Can't ppl just leave me alone w/o having to sae MEAN things aboud me. I min, its totally MYTH. UNTRUE. LIES. Its just stories which never happened . Bella is my name and i totally hate discriminations. It SUCKS big tyme.Why must u ppl ruin my reputation. Excuse me. I've my pride. I've dignity. PLSPLSPL S stop all da shits. I don care if u hate me fer posting dyz koz u LOSERS better stop. In fact, i pity u ppl. Well, ure just bored wid ure own LAME lyfe. And therefore, LEAVE ME AND GET A LIFE. Aren't u ppl tired of saying things which are not true.??Haez. I don understand how u ppl live on a boring gossipy daily lyfe. Its a pity. Aniwaes, thank u fer all ure damn stories. Koz it simply lifts my burden up by making me laugh. Ure stories are just lyke comedies. ENTERTAINING yet LAME. Haha. LOVELOVEbella~ *SMOOCHES

Yeay~!! Im so happy todae. Felt great after changing my number.. Which means, NO PRANK CALLS. NO JERKS GETTIN IN MY WAE .. Heh. Absolutely happy. Finally, its PEACE. Didn't went school todae. Well, sumthing came up earlier. So, i've to skip school and deal wid everything todae. Again, PROBLEM SOLVED. Hafiz says im weird and outdated. Excuze me, sir. Im NOT. Because. Its da default M1 bbrr (BYE2RING2). And if ure readin dyz, plz take note : " I'VE CHANGED AND UPDATED MY BBRR " Hahaha. Alot of great and wonderous things happen to me todae. But den i can't change da fact dat "IM MISSING RADEN MUHAMMAD ANIS SO MUCH".. GreatGreatGreat!!! P.s Ayu. sorry i didnt attend school and was unable to treat u to LUNCH. Will definitely treat u tomorrow. LOve ya. P.s , My fren in army wanna get to knoe u and im recommending you. Can i..?? Loves.~ LOVELOVEbella~ * SMOOCHES