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I woke up early todae. Went to Nurul's (anis's syz) place. Had sum conversations wid both herr and herr mom... Well, her mom is soo UNDERSTANDING AND SUPPORTIVE. Anis woke up late todae. Saw shukor.~ He's cute.
Anis's HOT... Hahakz.
Short story fer a short ;
I dunnoe wads happenin between da bof of us, anis and i. I min its Lyke karma. Last tyme, wen he was all set n free, i was da 1 whose bz and too obsessed with my modellin werl. Now, wen i suspended my modellin contract, its hys turn to get bz. He's all bz wid werk and stuffs. I understand. He looked all sloggy, tired and stressed. I min, he can alwaes count on me to be wid hym and listen to hys every werds and spend evry precious moments togetha.But he keeps on sayin 'Its ok".
Urgh~!IM MISSING HYM SOO...
Went out wid nurul to dhoby ghaut and bought dyz snake ring for my beloved kuzie. Hurhur. I bought 1 already, but i misplace it and so, had a replacement fer it. hahaks.
MISSION COMPLETED. Tasha din went out wid us todae coz she had tutorials~.
Ermss... what else.i wonderr. not much to blog about coz i aint feelin well todae. Im living on pills till im done wid dyz dumb flu of myne~! ARGH~!!
end of entry ; iLOVEmyselfandiMISSu.
LOVELOVEbella~

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