Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010


hey . i've made a comeback !!


To my dearest friends, sorry, i've been missing ..
Been busy with marriage, family and career.
Oh btw, I hate my job. Quitted. Shucks. I actually werk for a cheating company.
Promised to pay me 1200, and wen i got my cash , it was pathetic 250 dollars.
What shall i live with? Sand i guess.

Forget abt that, anyways, i am now pregnant ! yes, my baby is coming to 4 mths old. and my gender scan is on 12 march.

Sweeties, my blog has been dull huh? Miss my craps ! and i miss blogging ~! however, Valentines cum cny was fun ! pictures to be uploaded okay !

Akai, my sweetest one, got me a set of mac make up and a gucci shades! Thanks love.
While he got a burberry wallet from me.

And as for cny, Whole family came down to celeb cny. Except that this year, its without daddy or grandma. Well, its ok, i still have mum and husband ard !

Reunion dinner was super delicious. SYIOOOOK, i tell you.

Haiz, i am missing my dad tremendously. no news from him at all, last i heard, he was still sick..

Some ppl thought, even by me working and akai, i could survive.
They didnt know, how we managed to survive. Ppl still think that i mampu like before. for goodness sake, hanya allah saje la yang tawu. aqu doaqan semoga tuhan mengampuni dosa2 qau menipu aqu. aqu tawu, but i just pretended i didnt knoe, dan aqu berdoa semoge qau berjaya dan semoge diberi keinsafan pada diri qau kerana fitnah2 yg telah kau limpahkan padeku..
its okay, aqu taq lagy mcm dulu. BODOH! im wiser nw..

Karma happens. and i think it happened to you? Sayangnyer, qau taq realize kan? .. haiyo. semga diberkati allah. amin.


With love, The one and only, Bella James.

Saturday, September 26, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009


SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all of you .
It might be a joyous season for most muslims.
However, its both sad and happy for me .
Im happy since its the first time i celebrate raya as a wyfe.
Unfortunately, my dad had a great downfall bck in jakarta.
He suffered stroke .
I wished i could just fly to jakarta now .

Daddy called.

"Sweetie, im sorry i didnt transfer you cash . Tho' you're married, i did not forget my duties and responsibilities as a father . I tried calling you but to not avail . I could barely speak my dear.
Princess, dun worry . now i want you to be strong and stop crying . i love you so much . i just need rest for now. i wished im there with you . remember, if anything ever happens to me, just know that i love you and you will always be my only princess. I AM ALWAYS IN YOU, AND YOU ARE ALWAYS IN ME."


Allah, forgive daddy for any sins he commit. please grant hym good health .
im really dwn for nw .



With love, The one and only, Bella James.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009



This guy here is a friend of mine in ADMIRALTY PRIMARY SCHOOL.
.remembering the times, he called me names, and well, its normal kan? primary school habits. I got this article from a fren's tagged.
i was shocked upon receiving th news.

He was a nice guy .
anws, rest in peace my friend.

al-fateha.

With love, The one and only, Bella James.

Thursday, September 10, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009



HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED HUSBAND, AKAI !
11/09/2009.

B, bini you kanchong kan, naq post early2.. hehehes..
biase ah, semangat birthday!! hehes.


Akai dearest, we both know, what we went thru.
The rumors, the fights, the merajok2 session, my irritating prangai and your nonsense. haha, we shared too much.

Remember those days, when everything started with a simple 'u tgah uat ape'
to the extend of our 'sandcastle' story..
to our never-ending phone conversations.
our exchange of mms.
everything blossomed to a wonderful relationship,
then, our first fight, so on and so forth .
We got separated yet we never part .
And today, look at us, we are officially husband and wife.

We've proved many ppl they are wrg abt us, darla.
We made it this far. and despite all the problems we gonna face in future, just remember how we pulled thru.
just remember those jokes we made.
Isnt it sweet , baby?

Ive never forget those first times we had.
And i will never forget us.

AKAI..

Just remember, i might not be blessed with a pornstar bodyshape and
a divaqueen pretty face, but im blessed with a heart which constantly worries for you and provides unconditional love. I love you not for what you are, i love you for you, even your weaknesses.


AKAI ..

Its your birthday , i bought you a small token, and i shower you with all my blessings, my love, my faith and my prayers. I give you my all.
I might be sharp with words, but im weak at heart.
Just dun take whatever i might said sarcastically to you.

Remember, we have a future,
from now on, i want you to be the best that you can ever be!
prove to everyone that you're successful!
Im always behind you, supporting..
I will never fail you, neither have i failed you.

I love you so much baby. more than what i could say or do.
Have a happy life.
Im very much happy to have you my certified husband !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
XOXOXO,


your superduper ngade2, irritating and shmelly wyfe,

Bella James.

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With love, The one and only, Bella James.

Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Korang2. I have deleted my tagged account .
I dun want to be the reason for hacking or changing someone's acct ..
I am sick and tired of everything.
I can be contacted through msn, since i'll be deleting facebook as well.

So, have a nice day ppl ! =)

With love, The one and only, Bella James.


Great , my hair is short again .
Its now shoulder length .
Akai wants me to forget bout extensions..
Boohoo !

Alrite, watched final destination 3d , the other day, ratings was a-okay .
Apparently, i was hospitalised again last sat .
Long story for a short, only my family and in laws know why.
To my frens who pretended to care, please forget abt me.

I gave up .
Tired of two faced sluts .

And, again, ive been damned busy with home affairs.
Im in need of rest .

pardon for my short post, i need to take my pills now.
tc,




With love, The one and only, Bella James.

Friday, August 28, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009

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WHY DO MEN TREAT WOMEN A STEREOTYPE?

Often , men tend to have a higher level of authority to take charge and be in charge .
However, in my personal point of view, guys who fucks randomly are nothing but a piece of junk being dumped and all mud up .


Sharing their so called personal exchanges of compliments to friends/girlfriend, hurts .

I would totally disagree on guys having to blame women for their naivity in believing words of fable and lies .

However, a guy would treasure a lady if he respect her feelings, right ?
In this modern era, women are stereotypes.
Having sexy figures on posters, making them despise their own beau .
Oh i pity those women, SEX SLAVES !

Meanwhile, men cricticize women and freely call her cheap, when they are not much of a difference .

They are even cheaper , having to have their cocks sucked and pumped for free !
stupid right ?

Guys and lies .

Now tell me, whose to be blamed ?

With love, The one and only, Bella James.



16th August marks th most remarkable day of my life .
The day i stepped to adulthood- MARRIAGE.
I'm finally a wife to Mr Sheikh Md Zakaria aka Akai .
A mixed emotion fell upon me .

Its a feeling of joy, happiness, blue and fear .
My greatest fear is actually marriage .
Im afraid, i might lose it . But lets be positive .
I shall learn from th past and not make history repeat .

Everyone was ard, unfortunately, daddy had to attend a very important meeting in Bali. Abg Eddie can't get his leave, abg dino was in malaysia .

However, im glad, everything went smoothly .
To my friends who attended my wedding, thanks a trillion .
and to rabia, thanks for sleepin over to help out .
Well, at least, you've got your reports done, kankankan ! hehehe . i suke !

Nevertheless, mama, who plays th main role in decorating th hantarans .
clean up and set everything up .

Kakak, to actually help out .

Daddy, for your greatest support , and for th cash you gave to make my wedding a successful one .

Insya'allah, akai's side will be doing anth wedding ceremony . (sanding) in october .
I will update you guys again .


Pictures to be uploaded again ! more to come ayte !! heeehee




















With love, The one and only, Bella James.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Mama has started her depression period again .
Yesterday she expect the kitchen to be shining clean.
she dun want to see a single grain on the sink .

Today, she suddenly calls me musibat because she's utterly mad at my dad.
And the fact that she always relates me to my dad hurts me more and more each day.
I cant tahan this house anymore.

Im glad akai is taking me away from everything soon enough .
and i depend on you for a better future.
as im blogging, she's doing her regular routine,
calling my mother in law telling her the things she claimed i did when i did not .
so, thats it la kan. bingit ah !!!!!

oh btw, die taq pernah mcm gini ah !!!



With love, The one and only, Bella James.

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