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Darlinq. Darlinq. Ure making me confused and yet im loving u more each dae.
Haez. And btw. I knoe ure LYING wen u sae ure attach. Koz if u are, ure mum wun call me and persuade me to be patience and wait fer u. She saes to me , if i really love you, den, i should wait fer u. And i think i should coz i promised herr i wil.
And futhermore, I understand u are serving ns after ure tagging and u will be too busy fer me. I knoe. But think, By the tyme im done wid my studies in melbourne, U are done wid ure ns. Get my point dear? But nevermind. I will alwaes trust u. As ure mum saes, ure a man of ure werds. I trust u.
Anis, i noe ure faithful and so, pls dun lie. Coz it hurts. I love u too much to betray u.
If i have to make a wish now, I will definitely wish fer yr happiness coz wen ure happy, im happier. U changed me in many waes. Thank u so much fer ur love and devotions. ILOVEU alwaes.Never doubt me.
I miss e tymes we had togetha. whisperin all da sweet nothings, sharin an inside joke no one would ever get except us, arguing over sumth silly, advises and all da laughters and tears we shared together. In fact, IM MISSING U MORE.
Urgh. Forget it. If ure sincere in loving me, den let us put ure ns and my studies to melbourne a test. a test to c if we can be true to each other. A test to both our love and devotions. I just hope our love grows, darlinq.
Raden Muhammad Anis, ILOVEYOU,sunshine~!
LOVELOVEbella~
*smooches to my baby.
Thanks fer bein der wen i need u.
Thanks fer lovin me.
Hush baby dun speak ; IT HURTS.
Muackx~!
I love you alwaes. I miss u.
TRUST ME WEN I SPEAK.HEAR ME WEN I SAE.

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