Melt me with ure kisses.

Okay , for chinese new year, ive got myself a new haircut.

Im bringing sexxy black! yeah! haha.

nah, i just got myself bangs. again!

I miss having bangs douh .

Dolly came over last nyte for some bitching sessions. oh, we did study too qan dolls?

hehehe.

afterwhich, met dearest at woodlands. Him having hys PMS.

Hahah.

As for today, got over grandma's condo to celebrate chinese new year.

dapat ang pao taw! hehes.

afterwhich, met brother in law since he wanted to burn songs for hys van.
and eqa came over with dearest naima.

Naima was afraid of akai because AKAI DARH BOTAQ LA! haha.

Im super worried for friday, akai have hys court case. lets just pray hys probation will be extended.
Favour la, next month da officially tunang okay . and we aldy invite ppl sehy.
grr !

Im currently on the phone with e'qa and texting my dearest akai.

Multi-task eh bella!

Much much love.

GONG XI FA CAI .

ps ; pictures for cny to be updated soooon once grandma sent it over to me.

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