Melt me with ure kisses.

School ended late today and I had my presentations. I was the host for my group. We discussed on the topic " HEALTH & BEAUTY". Let me share some of my speech. Due to some technical issues, I need to actually crap to my audience, (classmates) for about 8 minutes. Ok fine, make it 10. It was random and I couldnt think of anything to say. And so, I decided to explain briefly about my discussion's topic. U have no idea how nervous I was. Imagine in prompt 2, without any scripts and preparations. I nearly stammered! rofl. I told the class that beauty is one of the essential things in women's life. Be it young girls, children, adult or even men! I admit that my hair is fake. I did extensions and it was worth the price. Most my friends love it. Even ms devaki loved it! Self confidence is very important as I realise that teenagers nowadaes tend to have a serious problem with it : LOW SELF ESTEEM. In order to overcome it, I actually explain to the class that everyone is b...

Agree! Hahaha. Im up early today. Im heading to school soon. CORRECTION : school starts at 1 but im gonna meet diydee and get my hair done~! nuff said. Today is media studies. Im not gonna update muchh. I shall update later once im home. REPLIES : FRANIRA : LOL! Ya lor. stupid me! hahaha. so malu seyyy.. E'qa : Can't I?? hehs. and ya, not only the apeq.. thanks to that someone who rushed me up and shouted " EY, CPAT2, VAN APIT DA SAMPAI!!!". Haha. Cibots! k, IM OUT. SHARE MORE LOVE, TAGGERS. Bella.

In life, there will alwaes be a day you will feel like giving up and just be on your own, and when u really need that someone, he/she isnt there for U. And the questions that lingers in your mind will be : why must it be me ? Where did I went wrong ? Why cant i live my lyfe ? why must everything happen in one shot, all at once ? Getting kicked out of the house due to some stupid reasons made me cry and ponder. Why must people say the darnest things to bring me down? Im not easy. serious shit. im not that kinda bytch who sleeps around or worst, fuck around. Ive got my sense of dignity. Though i may stay out till wee hours, I do have my limits to everything. And i hate ppl who simply have the tyme to spread rumours not to ppl surrounding them, but to the extend of telling my mother. Listen, my mother had a hell of tyme raising me up ok. Ive disappointed her farr enough but i dun have the heart to disappoint her this much! How would U feel if your mother dun trust u and u knoe that ...

REPLIES TO MY PRECIOUS TAGGERS . I L Y. Nis! : cant wait meh? chey 5 more days, gf! cnt wait!! hahahaha. anws, no matter hw many gfs i haf, u will alwaes be one of my best choices baby. Hey, we've been thru heaven and hell since APS rmmber? lol. thx fer your words of advice. i appreciate it a lot and i l y s m ok?? Allen : Hmmm? Is that all U can say, bitch? hahaha. i wun paitao la! the thing is ON! Izza ; Chet! taqya naq kepo.. shh! haha. pi mampos laaa. aqu serarqan semuer pade allah. =) E'qa : PROBATION 2 WEEKS ??? understandable. haha. family dier la nie, hehes. drg tanaq qiteorg buat decision bile mrh. haiz. i tot it was over.. dar 3 days now frm date given. hahahahaha. jady? conferm ke confused? hahaha Fnirah : Thanks hunneh, i really appreciate it. I will try my very best k? i knoe, sum fuckas will love to see me fall. but im up on my feet! thanks babe. keep on taggin. E'qa : again? alaa, kwn dier sume mcm pahamm uhh. irritatinq sia. gy mmps la. the truth will come ...

WHEN MY HAIR WAS SHORT! Happy 18th birthday girlfriend.. Cheyy, someone dun need my i/c anymore laa sehy.. hahaha. 6 years and still standing strong. Despite those assholes who tried breaking us apart, we proved them wrong. and, sister, i love u alot ok! Hope all your wishes cum true, no stress2 k. Dun alwaes think negative about yourself. Ure great in your own ways. Thanks fer being my otha half. and and.. Jyeaa, 2 weeks probation. haha. I am single for 14 days. I GUESS? Entalah syz, the feelings fer hym isnt the same. idk why, perhaps, because of all the shyts. K no crap on ya brthday! I L Y alot alot alot. see me later and im gonna party till i drop! TAGGERS, KEEP THE TAGS ROLLIN IN. I'LL REPLY W/O A DOUBT! bella

Indecisive? Complicated? Confused? Well, ive FINALLY laid down my decision. Ive made it clear to myself and Hys family. THIS ENGAGEMENT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. I've had enough of all the things happening around me. I might as well, let hym go and I knoe, he is going to be fine without me. My love has faded after everything. I ought to realise that he wasnt the one for me. It was too rushing for the commitment. I dun deserve a guy who thinks so highly of hys ego and hys friends. I dun deserve a guy who treats me like a piece of trash. I deserve a guy who appreciates me for who I am... AKAI, IM SORRY I HAVTA DO THIS. A million tears wun gain my empathy neither would a million apologies could win me back. Its totally over. Dun bother to even look back and regret. Ive given U the best out of me. U failed to see that truth within. U failed to be with me. U failed the friendship, the relationship and the engagement. above all the things u lost, U LOST A GIRL WHO CARES SO MUCH ABOUT YOU. ...

ATTENTION SEEKERS SIAQ! WTH.. IVE GOTTA FACE WITH ALL THOSE SHITS?? WHY MUST THEY COME AND BOTHER EVERYTIME WHEN WE ARE NOT IN TERMS? WHY AKAI?? WHY?! YOU KNOW, I SIMPLY HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THYS BULLSHYTS! IM BLUNT SERIOUS! DEAD HONEST! I DO LOVE YOU. BUT YOUR FRIENDS ARE JUST THAT FUCKING MORONS IN MY LIFE. OUR LIVES! APER, DORANG NAQ AKAI DGAN POMPAN LAGY "BAEQ" DARY BELLA??? GO AHEAD LAA SIAL! AQU DAR SERIOUSLY TAQ PASAL UH. APER QAU NAQ UAT, GO ON LAA SIAL. APER, DORANG QENER REPORT PAT AKAI UH BELLA PATNE NIE SEMUE.. WHAT ELSE, QENER QUTUQ BELLA UH??! BILER BELLA BLNG, AKAI TAQ PECAYE BELLA! SUSPECT QUAT PUN, NIE SEMUER EYY, BUAT AKAI MCM SIAL DGN BELLA. PSAL MULUT2 MAQ NENEQ DRGG! ARGGGGH! TUNANG??! TUNANG EYY?? FUCK IT ALL UH. AMCM?? NAQ SNGT?? SIAL AR, QAU BUAT AQU JADY GILER LA BOY! DULU, URE FUCKING CAMP MATES, CKP APER?? AQU SENANG QENER PAQAI??! MEREPEQ PE! FITNAH ARR LAGY BNYK2, DOSE AQU TANGGUNG, HAPPY SIA AQU.. APE LAGY.. QAWAN QAU, CAQAP, QAU LANCAWE AQU. D...

Its FUGGING 5 AM IN THE MORNING, i cant put myself to sleep! shucks, its my boyfies bdae and Ive been KICKED out of the fuggin house! LIKE WTH ! Yes, i knoe im a textbook definition of a rebel, but still MUM I LOVE U OK... My purpose blogging is definitely to wish my dearest SHEIKH MUHAMMAD ZAKARIA happy birthday! We've been through a lot of ups and downs in the whole of 1 year and here I am still waiting and still hanging on strong.. Baby, I WILL ALWAES LOVE U DESPITE YOUR FUCKING UNPREDICTABLE ATTITUDE. Its ok, Im happy u pick up my calls and to hear ure voice, it intoxicates me in every single wae. U have no idea how happy I feel To haf u baq here in my life. Ure FRIENDS must have said alot of shyts about me. but baby, u should knoe I aint that kinda whore u sleeps around with every guy! Again, im telling U, ppl are just jealous. PLAIN JEALOUS. dun listen baby. Uve been hearing my pleas, my pain and my sorrows. and baby, u should knoe, how i would alwaes nagg and hugg u whenever...