Melt me with ure kisses.

Its FUGGING 5 AM IN THE MORNING, i cant put myself to sleep! shucks, its my boyfies bdae and Ive been KICKED out of the fuggin house! LIKE WTH ! Yes, i knoe im a textbook definition of a rebel, but still MUM I LOVE U OK...

My purpose blogging is definitely to wish my dearest SHEIKH MUHAMMAD ZAKARIA happy birthday!

We've been through a lot of ups and downs in the whole of 1 year and here I am still waiting and still hanging on strong..

Baby, I WILL ALWAES LOVE U DESPITE YOUR FUCKING UNPREDICTABLE ATTITUDE.

Its ok, Im happy u pick up my calls and to hear ure voice, it intoxicates me in every single wae. U have no idea how happy I feel To haf u baq here in my life.

Ure FRIENDS must have said alot of shyts about me.

but baby, u should knoe I aint that kinda whore u sleeps around with every guy! Again, im telling U, ppl are just jealous. PLAIN JEALOUS. dun listen baby. Uve been hearing my pleas, my pain and my sorrows. and baby, u should knoe, how i would alwaes nagg and hugg u whenever your friends said sumthing facade about me.

Haiz. and and.. As for cavey, i have no idea what he has against me that he has against u..
and i knoe, ppl just wanna break us apart. cn u just prove everyone wrongg!

Ok. i purposely ignored u on your birthdae. coz i knoe ur expecting me to wish you by midnite. haha.

too bad, my cellphone wasnt with me.

i was away remember.

AND SOO..

I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN YOUR LYFE.
YOUR HAPPINESS IS MY DESIRE.
YOUR ATTENTION IS ALL I REQUIRE.
AND YOU! BETTER CHANGE YOUR MYND.
COZ BABY, THIS IS NOT GONNA END OK..

WORDS TO CHOKE UPON ;

AKAI.. IM SORRY FOR MY SARCASMS.
IM SORRY FOR NEGLECTING U.
IM SORRY IF I KEEP ON TALKING ABOUT YOUR PAST.
IM SORRY I COULDNT BE YOUR PERFECT GIRLFRIEND.

IM SORRY TO HAVE TRUSTED YOUR FRIENDS.

I LOVE U.

THE END!

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