Melt me with ure kisses.

ATTENTION SEEKERS SIAQ! WTH..

IVE GOTTA FACE WITH ALL THOSE SHITS??

WHY MUST THEY COME AND BOTHER EVERYTIME WHEN WE ARE NOT IN TERMS?

WHY AKAI?? WHY?!

YOU KNOW, I SIMPLY HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THYS BULLSHYTS!

IM BLUNT SERIOUS! DEAD HONEST!

I DO LOVE YOU.

BUT YOUR FRIENDS ARE JUST THAT FUCKING MORONS IN MY LIFE.

OUR LIVES!

APER, DORANG NAQ AKAI DGAN POMPAN LAGY "BAEQ" DARY BELLA???

GO AHEAD LAA SIAL! AQU DAR SERIOUSLY TAQ PASAL UH.

APER QAU NAQ UAT, GO ON LAA SIAL.

APER, DORANG QENER REPORT PAT AKAI UH BELLA PATNE NIE SEMUE..

WHAT ELSE, QENER QUTUQ BELLA UH??!

BILER BELLA BLNG, AKAI TAQ PECAYE BELLA!

SUSPECT QUAT PUN, NIE SEMUER EYY, BUAT AKAI MCM SIAL DGN BELLA.

PSAL MULUT2 MAQ NENEQ DRGG!

ARGGGGH!

TUNANG??! TUNANG EYY??

FUCK IT ALL UH. AMCM??

NAQ SNGT??

SIAL AR, QAU BUAT AQU JADY GILER LA BOY!

DULU, URE FUCKING CAMP MATES, CKP APER??

AQU SENANG QENER PAQAI??!

MEREPEQ PE! FITNAH ARR LAGY BNYK2, DOSE AQU TANGGUNG,

HAPPY SIA AQU..

APE LAGY..

QAWAN QAU, CAQAP, QAU LANCAWE AQU.

DEN BILE AKAI DUDUQ DALAM, SATU2 STEP GEREQ DGN BELLA.

BLKG BELLA, BLNG AKAI SEMUER CITER2 TAQ BTOL!

FAVOUR UH. U SHOULD KNOE ME BETTER.

AND SERIOUS SHYT UH..

AQU DAR MALAS DGN QAU PE,

1) AKAI SAYANG BELLA LAA

2) IM SORRY ON BEHALF OF MY FRIENDS.

3) BELLA TAQ CAYER AKAI

4) AKAI SORRY K, TAQ BUAT LAGY

5) BELLA DUN CRY K, AKAI TAQ SUQER UH TGOQ BELLA NANGES

6) BELLA TTP DLM HATI AKAI

7) AKAI TAQQAN PECAYE UNLESS NMPK DGN MATE AKAI SENDIRi

8) I MISS YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT

9)AKAI HAPPY DAPT JMPE BELLA

10)YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY LIL PRINCESS.

NOW, FUCK OFF!!!!

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