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I somehow miss my fucking long hair!
Should i indulge, having extensions again? pfft!
Oh and yes, yesterday was rough okay?
Had a tiff with my fucken babyboy.
Its irritating how u tend to find him flirting and PRETENDING to be single in your presence.
There i went, jealous.
I knoe, he suke test2, but please ar please please.. ader limits taw!
Lucky enough, he know where he stands and now, we are back again.
grr.
Didnt attend school or work today.
penat and alot of things been happening.
Headin to hospital soon.
Oh and it was such a coincidence to have another couple screen named 'bellakai'.
Mcm best gytu qan.? hehes.
Last long ayte TITIbelle and Kai?
Oh, i gotta run now.
chao!

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