Melt me with ure kisses.

Ive finally made payment for my school fees. I headed all the way to dhoby ghaut, since its much more convenient for me and i dun need to fuggin stop at Jurong E and change to Queenstown.

Urghs ! Its the term of my diploma. Im left with one more term and im free.

Im thinking of pursuing my degree abroad, actually. But If I do, then perhaps, Im so gonna miss Singapore. Apparently its a good news for those assholes huh?

Haha.

At least, ppl wun go around bugging me and telling me FABLES AND LIES.

It doesnt hurt me but it keeps me laughing and wondering how stupid ppl can be at tymes.

so taq perlu. hahs. im just gonna pretend i believed every single werd. Yes, pretend! hhahaha.

As from monday onwards, Im so gonna be occupied with work and school.

WORK?

Hell yea, I got a job.

A part tyme teacher for only 4 hours a day. simple qan?

hehs.

Being surrounded by those cheerful kids is enough to keep me happy and occupied.

Similar to my past jobscope in Build-A-Bear workshop.

It has been my passion to entertain and motivate kids around me.

I simply adore their baby talks and craps. so cute gitu qan?

Hehehs.

Earlier this afternoon, I headed to Akai's grandma's crib to fetch yaya and accompany me to dhoby ghaut.

We then headed to Plaza Singapura and window shop.

As mentioned in my previous posts, Im cutting down on my shoppinq.

It may be hard, but i'll manage. Mesti boley nyer.. Mau yakin je bella! hehs.

Had a long talk with kakak earlier this morninq and I ought to realise that she is experienced enough to guide me through life.

Im currently feelinq lethargic and sick.

See, flu again!

Akai's grandma was like

"Asal datang sini je, bella mesti selsema. asal jumpe bella je, selsema"

HAHA.

Bella sensitive lar neq, nenot weather too hot or too cold.

I'll get sick.

Im sooo not seeing the doctor.

The doctor will be annoyed to see me again , i guess.

so, flu, please stop attacking me! haha. chey, attackinq keper.

I feel bad, i passed the flu to mama and akai's mum.

alehmaqsss! sorry lerr, taq sengajer. serious, sumpah! hehe.

2 more days till school starts!

I cant wait !

I really cant.

Trust me, i'll get tired soon.

This tyme round, the term is longer and there's more project.

Banyak, banyak sekaliiiiiiii!!!!

December, the release of my results.

BASIC ECONOMICS, taqaire bella! taqaire CLASSMATES!!

Hahahah.

U knoe what I mean qan?

Ok, im gonna stop my craps here.

Im off to bed.

GOODNIGHT READERS.

PS : my laptop is fixed! see, I promised. and i kept my word.

chao!

Bella

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