Melt me with ure kisses.

Anis. Maybe its just not werking out fer the both of us. I called hym but he sounded cold towards me. Well, should i lie and say, I DUN CARE when inside im screaming for HELLLPP!!!! Next mth is already his birthday and he is still actin tis way. WHATEVER LA. ! Im single. If datz wat he wants for hys birthday, he'll get tat as a prsent. In fact, he's already getting it. Tuckin my socks in.~ God. Tragedy.

My sister is diagnosed wit stomach cancer and doctors are predicting months. Shall i practically say. tat caused my eyebags and lack of focus? Oh my god. If only miracles are real. Is it..? Or is it just a belief.? I meant everything has been hard on me.. Eaea, u are strong in everything tat u do... i miss u the MOST!

Daddy, he's onli cumin back in June. I miss hym already. How cnt i? He's so far from me. He's in spain.. Haex....

Mama, she is not well. alwaes with faint spells and fevers. Is tis sum kinda nitemare for me? Pls slap my face and wake me up! Tis is a dream... IT IS!!_________________i WISH.

triumph over tragedy.

I am Bella.

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