Melt me with ure kisses.

Aint my red nose? Lol. Took a shot after all tat i cried. I've decided, im letting hafiz go.. Though its painful, still.. Its the past. Our friendship will be a treasure to me. I may spit out werds of hatred and anger, but deep down, he is still my friend. I failed to see tat all awhile he was there for me. BUt still, i cared. Missing my sister so much. The emptiness is getting stronger by day. I only have mum, abg eddie and my cousins. My friends, thanks a lot.. Ezad, thanks for hearing ,y pleas. I really appreciate it. Rabia. thanks fer holdin me when im falling. Din, thanks fer understanding... He composed songs outta my lyrics.

Title ; SAYANG AQIESYA NUR EDREANA

Sorrows and happiness

Was alwaes shared between us

Her laughter was always my spirit

My plea was alwaes hers.

Thorns tat hurt her

Words tat harmed her

Life she went thru

A diary in my lyfe.

Never a moment

She stopped and cried

Always fighting

Hoping for light.

Darkness occured

Frightened her away

Her heart

Felt like a dagger placed in between

Her shivers was never understood

Yet, she endured

Having faith and dreams

But now,

The light faded again.

As she closed her eyes

Taking her last breath

She smiled and say

"My love will forver be"

An ending tat stabbed hearts

Her words forever remain

With her love, i shall always grow

Her strngth, an inspiration never to let go

Her life story, an artpiece,

perfectly defined.

I LOVE YOU, dearest, Aqiesya.

How was it? Inspiration just came to me within just a blink of an eye.

Oh yes, Happy birthday to my abg dino. Bought hym a timberland shoes $358.

At least, he knws i appreciate hym..

Im happy to know tat my friends still cared. Take care everyone. Bella loves you...

Love and Appreciation,

Bella James

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