Baby. I knoe ure still mad at me. I hate u for not trusting me in dyz matter. U should knoe me best, sweetlove. Umpteen tymes i tried callin u. But ure just not there. Ure mum and brother (shukor) told me dat u slept da whole dae & went out strait afta breakfast. Problems after problems i have to face. I dun want u to b a problem to me. My curiousity kills. I will forever feel guilty if i dun get to speak to u . Anis. Bella mintak maaf. Bella dun min to hurt u. Coz hurtin anis mins hurtin bella, syg.
Im not bein mushy but seriously, URGHHHH! u drivin me nuts. Haez. Plspls dun do this to me. pls tell me dis isnt gdbye coz sumtymes GOODBYES IS FOREVER. I just dunnoe wad to blog abt now bcz. thinkin of us HURTS. I dun want this relationship to die. Enuf of all da hell dat i went thru for years. Da painful impact is still on me. U were der advising and pullin me thru wen i was down. But now, u just put me aside. I'll wait till my n levels is over and if u still wanna act dis wae and be silent den... xxxxxxxxxx. urgh! To love u is to kill myself! i rather die den bein in pain. y cnt i be happy. at least once? Haez.
I love the way you look at me,Your eyes so bright and blue.I love the way you kiss me,Your lips so soft and smooth.I love the way you make me so happy,And the ways you show you care.I love the way you say, "I Love You,"And the way you're always there.I love the way you touch me,Always sending chills down my spine.I love that you are with me,And glad that you are mine.
i love u baby!! forgive me!
sealed with a kiss ;
B E L L A<3