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Not much of pictures today. So I took only a shot with rabia.
It was taken in bus 187. Ok i know, im detailed. lol.
Im currently fucked up with blogger.
and.
Currently happy! Im getting my ass of early tomorrow.
I cant wait to visit AKAI.
Its from 2-4 but im gonna reach at 1.30pm.
KIASU? I know.
Akai's mum can't tag along tomorrow due to some reasons.
Mama is lazy to entertain BELL(A)KAI'S lovey dovey stories. qan mama?
haha.
So, rain or shine, groups or solo, im gonna head JALAN BAHAR alone! yes! alone.
Heading school right after the visit.
and on wednesday, my baby's a freebird huh?
Ive got plans.plans.plans and plans.. haha!
MOVIES pls!
I just miss watching movies with that lovebug of mine ok.
I knoe, my friends and our families would call me a cat and hym, a dog.
cause when we're far apart, we tend to miss ea other a lot a lot.
BUT.
When we get together, we tend to argue over the most silliest things u could never imagine of!
Ridiculous huh?
But still, we get over things easily.
EXCEPT for some minor misunderstandings which will eventually turned MAJOR due to the both of our high EGOISTIC attitude.
We surely would ignore the matter and as expected, it would accumulate.
Thanks to Mr San, he taught us CONFLICT MANAGEMENT.
so, i cant ignore evry problems and i cant review it negatively.
Conflicts are inevitable.
And it helps us understand the other party better.
So, resolve the matter and be rational.
chey, macam paham qan aqu? haha.
I'll try to apply his lectures to my next conflict.
Ok, lets hope it wun happen ok!
Ive cried enough and ive been hurt tremendously.
Upon his release,
Im forward to the month of february.
and upon his release,
I feel happy.
Im happy im gonna have my baby AGAIN!
Im afraid of history repeating.
Its hard to ignore this intuitions of myne.
But, lets all serahkan pada yang maha kuasa, ALLAH s.w.t.
Have faith, Bella!
I shall not listen to others now, since im always at home.
Baby, better stop your nonsense. Ive stopped mine.
no no revenge or test2 water k?
U hafta trust me the way I trust u.
Bella trust akai ke?
Question will be answered soon enough ok?
haha.
Enough of my craps,
Today, i went to block 205, akai's crib to meet hyss mum.
Bought food for both akai's mum and iqah( akai's sis ).
Akai's dad was working and yea, akai in DB. biasela tuu.
lol
Afterwhich, I headed over to Bukit Batok Driving Centre (BBDC),
and fetched rabia home.
sweet qan aqu? haha.
Reason being, i miss that bytch of mine!
And now, im at home, facing this laptop with a wide smile on my face.
I knoe akai will be happy tomorrow, because, his wish has been granted!
Bella have got her long hair, again!
teahahahas.
Will update more tomorrow.
Goodnights.
Not forgetting, MUCH LOVE from me to you!
Peace out, baybey!

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