Melt me with ure kisses.

I've been busy with my family this few days.

I've come to realise friends come and go.

Some friends stick to U for money and fame,

Some friends stick to U for leisure and fun,

Some friends stick to U during their dark and empty moments.

But true friends give u advices and leads U to the right path.

YOUR BESTFRIEND CAN BE YOUR WORST ENEMY, SO BE CAREFUL.

I have yet to choose my friends.

And I thank those who have been with me true my thick and thin.

I may be egoistic, but I do have my soft spot.serious..taq tpu!

hehehes.

Ok, im seriously bored. no school for a month! im counting days till school starts again!

Its gonna be diploma term 1.

1 more term to go.

Just hope i pass my exams and get to the next level which is ; DEGREE.

As u can see, there will be no clubs for me.

so mates, dun bother to ask me out for 'fun'.

I cant be bothered.

I would rather do something that is worthwhile.

dun wanna regret at a later stage.

FANATIC? ZAMAN BILER MAU FANA2??

Playboy? Playgirl? sorry laa, tyme lambat!

Haiz.

Ok, fyne, i havta indulge again.

I miss my dad alot alot alot.

Daddy come home soon pls?

Or shall I just go over and pay U a visit?

Ok.

( stop giving me false information and things i dun wish to knoe. As I say, I cant be bothered.

My past have taught me a lot. So, if u think ure werds gonna break me, it wun, it made me stronger insted.

If U think ure information gonna make me searching, I wun, cos I aint the bella U used to knoe.

Ask me for money? pmpn/jantan, Ure parents havent transferred me a single cent to support U.

My dad work hard to give me this leisure. dun blame me if im being "LOKEK".

Jady, taq perlu naq cariq2 aqu lagy.

If U think ure werth being my friend, PROVE IT. and YOUR friends sumer kn jenis matrep taqder sen! step byk pmpn, semuer budaq, atau minah2 typical! hahs. and kwn2 qau sume byk menyusahkn aqu. cumer aqu yg taq blg qau. and plss ar, lao naq qire duit qan , dar beratus laa aqu spent! jady, qau pandai2 fikir uh, ny mcm pe qau panggil brother??? brother yg matiqan qau biler qau taq dgn drg. haha. taqaire siol! )

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