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Akai dear, can we stop arguing already?

Akai dear, can we stop arguing already?

Arguments happens all the tyme in relationshyps. Its how U face it that matters.

It crushes me to argue again with my precious. We just faced a tough and hanging relationshyp the past month. Im happy enough we pulled thru.

Again today, we are fighting.

Fighting over something small yet creates a huge impact in my heart.

Enough of all the shyts, the challenges, the foes, the rumours and the friends. Baby, we are still here.

Yes, tho' we may be staying in one roof, but still, misunderstanding happens.

It was my fault fer not opening the door yesterday. But it was partly your fault, baby.

U smsed me sayin ure still in camp.

I admit, im impressed with the fact that U intended to suprised me by coming home early morning without me knowing.

But baby, U know, i need to wash my face every morning before I proceed out of the bedroom.

and the fact that i made u wait fer 10 MINUTES leads us to a major misunderstanding.

U told me i was too late and ure gonna meet your friend. Baby, when I asked who, U told me someone. But, U could have just mention the name ryte? At least i knoe who to call if anything went wrong.

Then again, i smsed you. Asking u to come along fer mummy's wedding. U din even bother to hit me baq. And again, i asked u ure whereabouts, u told me, somewhere.

It crushes me. I have my doubts ok? Especially after U cheated on me. But baby, its all over and we are still here. I dun wanna let negativity flow in mind. Im left with all the rationalities.

Just waiting fer you to give me a call baq and please, come home soon.

U promised to follow me go clinic today rite kai? Wher are U? I called your friends, not a single soul answer. I knoe, u will be callin me tonyte. and I knoe, URE GONNA ACT AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED AND YOU WILL DEFINITELY SAY, AKAI TDO LAR, BELLA. HP SILENT TAQ DGAR.

What an excuse. but fret not, i will believe u.

Baby, im sorry. Im just worried ok?

I LOVE U ALOT ALOT ALOT.

Mwax.

Bella

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