Melt me with ure kisses.

My fun loving bear builders. We even have our face painted.

Had a party and trained Shan to be a party leader of 20 kids.

He handled the party really well. COMPLIMENTS to U.

It was the best party ever. The host even gave us biscuits, cakes and fries.

But, we were all plunged in sweat.

Store was a total mess and we headed home at arnd 23.15. Pathetic?

Lucky, hwee sung got me to claim my cab fare home.

Yee Ling resigned. and it was different without herr around.

I really myss the old fun we had but now, ive gotta have a barrier between myself and the staff.

This isnt the wae.

But, i shall just comply.

Work has been stressing me up lately, and yess, im no longer happy with the new rules set.

I cant say much. Maybe, i gotta adapt.

But i really can take it no longer.

Down with a feverr, and urgh!

I shall sae, im resigning...

Its sad tho' to leave my fellow bear builders.

They were like " BELLA, DUN LEAVE US LA. YL LEFT, NOW, PLS NOT U ".

But well, what can I say if im no longer happy?

They are part of me already. The fun we had, jokes we shared. Haiz.

Maybe, i'll return after school ok?

let me have a deep thought first.

Love,

Bella James

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