Melt me with ure kisses.

Im glad. Glad that I have my baby by my side. Its sad to separate from the one that U really love.

Im just so happy that things went smoothly fer the both of us. And the fact that its getting even better, made me the happiest girl on earth.

Went out with my precious today. He treated me BLACK PEPPER BEEF FRIED RYCE and my favourite ICED LEMON TEA. Thanks sayang.

Didnt take any photos today as my precious is BOTAQ. Lol. Baru qluar db mahh...

Haha. Will be going out with hym again. and yess, im still talking to hym.. now. and he knoes im blogging. sorry larling, im not focusing on all your "celotehs".

To be honest, he is angry I didnt take my medicines. lol.

baq to where we are. I had a great tyme todae. I poured out all my worries and troubles to hym.

Glad he understands. And he hugg me when he knoes I really need it, Thanks, baby.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

AKAI :

Baby, I knoe ive trusted your friends too much. And I apologize fer all the unnecessary tiff.

I love you for the way U already are and Im glad we are still strong.

Let us just dun bother what they might say or do. Coz no matter what, i'LL be your backbone, and U'll be myne. I promise, I will stay. Not fer us. For the sake of our love and our families, dearr. U knoe their plans fer us next year. And i bet, you are excited about it.

Dear, I LOVE U VERY MUCH. (BEYOND WERDS).

I cant bear losing U the second tyme. And i hope it will werk out thys tyme round.

come back on fridae, i'll cook U your favourite, asam pedas k?

Much love.

Your princess,

Bella

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