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Its gonna be my 8TEEN birthday soon. That is a definite tomorrow, 27th June. This tyme round, there will be, NO CHALET. NO PARTIES. NO SLEEPOVERS. NO BUFFETS. NO TRAVELLING. NO MANICURES. NO MAKEOVERS. Its definitely more of a simple one. No point of celebrating. Im supposed to be happy and get all intoxicated now. but its just a normal emotion. How do I explain, I do not knoe. But hey, just wait till tomorrow and see, if it actually BOOSTS MY EMOTIONS to a HIP HIP HOORAY!! Ok. Tomorrow is the last day of my contract!!! hahaha. Contract? u might be wondering what kinda business am I currently associated to. But, its my waiting contract fer my BOO, AKAI aka SHEIKH MUHAMMAD ZAKARIA. Well, if he still doesnt change by tomorrow, its gonna be FAREWELL. U knoe, if I let go, i will definitely do it. and once, ive moved on, its really hard fer me to turn baq. He's the one losing. aint my trip of a regret. Lets see what the world has fer me. Especially now, School is starting in 3 weeks ty...

Birthday is cominq. Andand School's starting! I cant wait to get my feet up and running again! Yeay, gotta status as a student. FINALLY AFTER 1 WHOLE YEAR WORKING! Mama's bringing out and my prince, akai... DUNO LAR ER! He wun tell me a thyng luh ser.... hahaha. oh yea. gtg. BELLA JAMES

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Akai and I.. We got better now. Thank gawd after the loooong Tiff!! Urgh. Hys mum knocked me into senses. Thanks to hys frens fer being sucha barrier. Wadda hell la. I dun gyve shyt now. Honestly, I am not into relationshyp. But both our families agreed to us. And Akai's family has really high hopes. * fingers crossed . Let me just follow the flow and see where this leads to. He is a changed person after I left hym pondering. Im sorry i went with other guys. They are merely frens. And trust me, it can never happen again. Just let me have a peace of mind fer now. I wouldnt wanna act on impulse or empathy.. Work is Fun fun fun. I love my bear builders and and MY CWM yee ling!! You're the best. She taught me a lot of stuffs. Its her who motivates me all the tyme. I really appreciate you. BEARY Much of LOVE, yl! Akai's sister took my "b" trademark necklace. She wants it badly as she told me, she will miss me alot! I love you, iqah. I wun leave ya brother. I simply can...

Hey, readers. Dun get bored ok?? I knoe i've been missing in action fer half a year. haha. Well, bella's been busy tis few months. Lotsa events and work to do. As mentioned in my older posts, i gotta earn that cash.. Things changed now, Back to my single lyfe. CURRENT EMOTION : happy.SAD.unpredictable. My ex boyfren, Shakir, Just passed away, 2 days ago. He died of an accident. Before he left, he told me that he is still in love with me. He wanted to seek akai's permission to bring me out fer just a day. But i refused to date hym out coz I knoe if i look into hys eyes, i will cry and cry. He has planned everything fer my birthday. and now, everything is left undone. " Princess, If u ever want me to prove u how much i loved u, i can never do it. I can only pray to God that u will realise how sincere i am towards u. AND IF I REALLY CAN WISH FOR SOMETHING, I WOULD SAY, GOD TAKE MY LIFE AWAY IF I REALLY CANT SHOW HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER " Hys wish was granted, He left...

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