Melt me with ure kisses.

Akai, I may be a bitch foer being with u to forget someone. But now i knoe tat i rather be with someone who could make me happy. I thank u fer that. I knoe it hurts u if i mention hys name..

But the things we did together is something special. And i really treasure our moents together. Perhaps, I ought to realise that HE WAS JUST MY BESTFRIEND.

Give me tyme ok dear.

If U really look into my eyes, U knoe im trying really hard. And my words is so sharp that it made u furious, I promise i wun repeat the same mistake again. i dun want to lose the one who loves me fer the one whose gonna make me cry...

LOVE

BELLA JAMES

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