Melt me with ure kisses.

Sorry for not updating my blog fer quite sometime. I've been busy lately. Controversial dramas have been surroundin me lately. I dunt give a damn about what that is gonna happen to me animore. I have my pride and i lead my own life. No one could ever understand me. I understand myself. People can't simply throw themselves in my position. Im beginning to love rumours.

Rachel called me yesterday. Thanks fer hearing me out. To my friends out there, im sorry if I've been Missing In Action ( mia ). I Have to go all out to release everything in mind. What is happening , i couldn't understand. I promised myself not to club but now, i spent nites clubbing. I vowed not to drink. and for tat i will always promise. I've never indulge in night life before. Omg. At least, i still noe my limits.

I miss you friends. Deep in me, im still the precious bella. Trust me. I swear.

Loves.

Bella james

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