Melt me with ure kisses.

Yes. My birthday has passed. Happy sweet 17 to me. To all my SWEETEST FRIENDS and FAMILIES out there thanks fer the wishes. 27th June. Those readin my blog now, im soo sorry ive to cancel tis week chalet and postponed it to the 07 july due to my health condition and also, a mishap occured. i will sms u ppl soon. i promise!

For work, im in a state of guilt now, i just couldnt make it tis week as my health wun permit, HORMONAL IMBALANCE hit me again. And my sincere apologies.

As for ppl who have pretended to be like an angel came from up above, sorry to say tis, but ure true colours have finally shine thru the window of my eyes. So just stop pretending to ask if im ok and at the back of my neck, u wud be like "yada yada yada ya ya". _____if u get wat i min!

AND PLS BITE, CHEW AND SWALLOW TIS PARAGRAPH AND PLACE IT IN YOUR IMAGINATIVE MINDS. Listen to what im gonna say.

Firstly, this is mua blog and its up to me what to bitch about and whatsoever. Secondly, if u have the slightest intention to just confront me. IM ALL YOURS.

So, here it goes..

Im bella and yes. it is my name. My real name i shall say. And im gettin my new i/c soon and i can just happily throw it on your hands to read my name.

Vain is in my dictionary. Dun lie to me if u say ure aint vain cos if ure not, u wudnt wanna even look in the mirror and buy the latest cute top ever.

Bitchy isnt in my dictionary but if u want me to be a hell kinda bitch, BY ALL MEANS. cos u noe wad, i aint curlin up to any man saying all those flirtatious words. "eeyuh.. y like dat 1?"..

Let me explain, have u ever tot i wud be so lenient to keep myself shut knowing tat it EEKS me to be BITCHY. And hell gerl, im very pampered to my parents family and as a person. i am pampered. Why are u ppl trying to be a hell group of psychics to read me like reading magazines? Hey, to knoe me is to knoe my heart. and pls stop ALL TIS FCUKIN INSANITY AND IMMATURITY. I shall say from my own professional opinion, tat u ppl are just being unreasonable and seeking sum kinda suck up attention. For all i care, its my life and i dun bother.

yes,I admit, i may be precious, But who knoes when i'll turn precarious? Think about it.

ONE AND ONLY .

THE PRECIOUS

BELLA JAMES

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