Melt me with ure kisses.

Im INTOXICATED! No words can describe how i feel. Haha. Ok, i lied. The term intoxicate explains evrthg! I've understood everything now. THANKS2 TO MY ABG RUDEE, ABG DINO, ABG AYIE AND KAK NAJIHAH. LOve u all, cousins. Haha. Stupidity ; tat explains why i cant understand signals. haha. Nah kiddin. I was too bz with my own life to just see tat opportunity ahead me. Now tat i realise, im gonna GRAB IT!

Im not at home. Slept over at abg dino's house. 2mrw, he's flyin off to Brunei to serve ns. *SOBS!! ABANG.. ADEQ RINDU SANGAT NI NANTI! MAKE SURE COME HOME BY MY BIRTHDAY! He bought me a pink adidas bag for a present! thanks thanks!!

Abg rudee is gettin married next week. Of all my frens. APIESH IS INVITED. Look , i dunnoe why all my cousins seem to favour him a lot. INCLUDING MAMA AND DADDY okeh! Waliao.

haha.

Lat two days, had a great day out with fauzi, went and watch pirates of the caribbean. hello hello. my boyfren ; JOHNNY DEPP act ok! haha.

Must give hym the support! muahahhaa.

Readers Readers, dun take me as 1 kind of flirtatious babe, i prefer hangin ard with guys. But i do knoe who i love douh. And i will definitely stay away frm guys if im attached. Do not get me wrong aye! haha.

Syasya, if ure readin tis hunneh, im sorry u lost ure abg traz. Just pray to god fer hys sins to be forgiven.

To guys who have given me all false hope, break it off aye! I aint blinded by your werds. I dun care wat i wanna write. all i care now is how u ppl have bring me down thinkin im stupid and blinded. EXCUSE ME sir, i wonder why i can move on without tears fallin if im soo stupid to trust all those shits. Cos in the end. I AM ME. Nobody can change tat! I onli care fer those who realli cared fer me. the end~

School school is still a long way to go. MM..

CURRENTLY, I AM LIKE SO ADDICTED TO THE SONG LAST NITE. nyehaha.

"i love u so much .Im yearning fer your touch.". For whom ehs.. dunno. hahaha.

ps ; im just so happy ok!

Daddy, i miss u!

Take care.

Te quiero!

*BELLA JAMES.

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