Melt me with ure kisses.

Again and again, things happen.. Just early mornin in school. and i felt dizzy and lose my balance. I cried cause it hurts too much. Beyond wad i used to feel and how i could describe. HORMONAL IMBALANCE, dats wad im goin thru now. A fall precaution. I wanna lead a normal life lyke all u ppl. But den, im just sick. Hoping fer a better tomorrow.

O levels are just ard d corner, im here, losing out alot and thanks to sum of my kind souls, RABIA, SYASYA, SYAHIRAH AND NURUL. Thanks fer helpin me just now. without u gerls, i wud have fall and drown in my dizziness.I owe u not 1, but A LOT!..Dun weri sya, will treat u to swensens k love?...

Moments like this made me realise how precious life is and it may me ponder, will there ever be a tomorrow for me so i can smile and look at all my loved ones. I miss evrione. I MISS MY BESTFREN, APIESY most! Used to b together-always. At least im happy to knoe that he is still my fren despite wad may cum by between my sister and hym.

To u ppl out der, TREASURE LIFE AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT OK? LIVE LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW. u dun wanna go thru hell lyke me. Tke care...

Lotsa love,

Bella Jame.

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