Melt me with ure kisses.

Its been long since i update and a lot of weird stuffs has been happenin to my tagboard. Ok.. I admit, i'm all irritated but i just cant be bothered back den. Just imagine. My tagboard is of different names and only an ip add. haha. dun u realize how dumb ppl can be at times. Bleahs. Wadever things tat happen in lyfe just happens and tats when i realize not all people can let go. They will continue hatin fer no reason. Jealousy may overcome evrth but hey, im cool! i KNOE my real stand! Yea tiara, actin decent is so not my type. Coz im neither wild nor am i decent. Im an average ghurl. Get to know me and infact my true colours will definitely shine thru. My point is tis ; UNLEASH THE REAL ME AND U WILL GET TO KNOE WHO I AM INSTEAD OF JUDGIN ME FROM THE OUTSIDE AND FROM THE VOICES OF OTHERS. its unfair people. U want others to respect u but alas, u cause a disgrace to others. Think of tat view. Isnt it better if we create a more friendlier perspectives tat NOBODY IS PERFECT and EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL despite the imperfections, Its da imperfections dat makes u withstand. In other werds, UNIQUE! So, i cant break u if u hate me neither can u break me with such NEGATIVE COMMAND OF LANGUAGE. Its okeh if she (tasha) wanna tag me and hate me but a thing fer shure, i've break every single connection with her and sincerely, i forgive herr. But i cant forget. Im da one who was BETRAYED AND TRENCHED and yet she's puttin in a wae dat i was in a total wrong and. She also emphasized on me bein her dust. Im not coz im brave enarf to confront herr and get evry single point laid out but she remaind silent and instead gave me her werds of regrets. At last, all i get was meaningless discriminations and ditches which made me realize dat sum ppl will continuously bear grudge towards u. Get my point?

Frens cum and go. And true frens wun bite neither will they nibble. U CANT STOP HATIN ME BUT U CAN STOP BEIN IMMATURE. TAKE CARE!!

LOTSA LOVE,

BELLA~

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