Melt me with ure kisses.

Like a wheel, life has its ups & downs. As for me, my life is not at its usual arena. Its all turned, twisted and ~~CRASHED~~. Stressful and demanding as it is, i still have to B strong and face everything and I min it ; EVERYTHING. Im so missing my daddy now. Its been 2 months since he came back. He is bz with werk and stuffs. God. Im happy coz I stood up for justice. Sad coz theres family conflicts. Lonely coz my dad isnt back on this holy month (puasa). Proud coz i passed my prelims. Confused by Anis's atittiude. Depressed with EVERYTHING. Pressured with school and Angry coz i cnt do anything at dyz crucial moments.

Urgh~! I miss my daddy~! I miss my brothers.( Dey are bz with life now ). Miss my house. (rented). Miss my mercedez benze ( daddy's usin it. ) I miss Anis. I miss my life as a princess. Treated lyke 1 and have all those grand burdae parties and grand events every year. Long for a short ; I miss my everything. I miss my life.. I wun elaborate coz its personal. But just bloggin sum basics for me to keep a review. N levels. I have to be focus despite da obstacles and hurdles in my lyfe. I have to B strong and face everything. I can't b weak. I cant just go with da flow. I have to fight and get everything back! BY HOOK OR BY CROOK. Daddy, pls cum back soon. I have alot to sae. alot to confess and I NEED ure help. Daddy, the only person who can change everything back is U. and u knoe wad i min.

____________Im just e gerl with dreams.Do fairytales cum true?.________

LOVELOVEbella~

Sealed with a kiss ;

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