Melt me with ure kisses.

I wonder if dyz kind of guys still exist in dyz ever modernized werl. I admit, its hard having a guy who loves u for WHO U ARE and not WHAT U ARE. Being a lady isn't easy as well. What shall i say, ppl tend to go for looks and body? Omg. isnt tat crap? I personally think it is. Immature and just lame to juz toy ard with her feelings. Guys, it hurts. Thinkin of love makes me realize how beautiful it is. Its neither cruel nor ugly. Love hurts, yes, but w/o pain, what would life be? Is it gonna be ;

BORING
PLAIN OR
JUST DULL?

All i ever wanted is for one guy to prove me dat not all guys are jerks. Its true, not all guys are jerks. But den, y cheat? why the sweet talks and why air promises? Im not bloggin tis for any stupid reason. Im not facin it. But someone i cared for is experiencing it. Craps. Its no use fightin over a guy or a gerl. LOVE CAN'T BE FORCED AND IT COMES NATURALLY. PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE. REAL LOVE NEEDS REAL DEVOTION. hmm. what am i talkin boud?Im talkin bout love . Feelings and emotions are fragile. never toy with em. KARMA HAPPENS.

LOVELOVEbella~

p.s i miss my abg dino. he's in camp! tc bro.

Sealed with a kiss ;

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