Melt me with ure kisses.

Todae, i went out with Nurul.. Had a hell lotsa fun. Todae, Nurul was all chaotic and its a pleasure goin out with herr. Haha. Went to meet aisha at 3.20 and urgh! She gave nurul a spoilt hair straightener. Den, went to my aunt's place to take some food for mama coz mama aint feelin well todae. Its a pity. LOVEu mother. Afte dat, we went to my place to have the food delivered to mama and den, went to ayu's place to borrow her hair straightener~! Haha. we have to rush koz GOSH~! its half an hour to our breakfast. Wds werst. Waited for bus 964 @ 6.25 om till 6.50 pm. Wanna noe y?? because, the bus service near wdl mart ends at 4 pm.~! Urgh! Wat a dumbass. Hahaha. Damnshit. I dun care. In the end. we have to walk and take feeder bus 913. luckily we managed to break our fast on tyme. Hahaha. Saw olie. Pizza hut. derz dis CUTE guy askin for my num. Gave hym my num but i EMPHASIZED dat im taken and we could only b frens. to b precise i dun wanna pass my num but nurul made me promi...

Baby. I knoe ure still mad at me. I hate u for not trusting me in dyz matter. U should knoe me best, sweetlove. Umpteen tymes i tried callin u. But ure just not there. Ure mum and brother (shukor) told me dat u slept da whole dae & went out strait afta breakfast. Problems after problems i have to face. I dun want u to b a problem to me. My curiousity kills. I will forever feel guilty if i dun get to speak to u . Anis. Bella mintak maaf. Bella dun min to hurt u. Coz hurtin anis mins hurtin bella, syg. Im not bein mushy but seriously, URGHHHH! u drivin me nuts. Haez. Plspls dun do this to me. pls tell me dis isnt gdbye coz sumtymes GOODBYES IS FOREVER. I just dunnoe wad to blog abt now bcz. thinkin of us HURTS . I dun want this relationship to die. Enuf of all da hell dat i went thru for years. Da painful impact is still on me. U were der advising and pullin me thru wen i was down. But now, u just put me aside. I'll wait till my n levels is over and if u still wanna act dis wae...

Happy2 Birthdae to my dearest Gerlfren , Nisa. Other den E'qa and Nurul, she has alwaes been der for me thru thick and thin. Alwaes der for me wen all i need is a hug, smile, or listenin ear. Thank u so much for being mine, babe. As far as im concern, i Envy nisa alot. Tho' she has her ups and downs, she still has dat wide smile and hype attitude. I really envy this Chique. Nisa, ure relationship with hym is complicated. Mine too. Im so sad. He's callin me afta n's and dats gd but... I MISS hym laaa.. Nisa.. Nisa.. Its been Quite awhile since we hang out. well, its all due to our tight schedule in school. I bet, we will have hell lotsa FUNFUNFUN and nothing can come in our waes!!! Its me and u. Hahahahahaha.. Nisa. I hope u'll stae happy as alwaes. If u need anitin, holla me la. k..?? I will alwaes be here for u. Hearin u out and standin by u. Coz i knoe the truth to ure life. Nisa. On this special dae, i rely prae dat u'll alwaes be my fren. Since primary sey...

Have u ever been discriminated or ditched by ure own bestfren before..?? Well, if u dun, den i was and is Experiencing it now. Had enarf of all the craps, lies and shits. I trusted Dat Bitch so much and yet, she's killin me and stabbing me from my back. God. she's pretentious and is an absolute DRAMA QUEEN. she is really good at acting, and i recommend her to join mediacorp. Haha. LEWD. she doesnt have wad it takes btw. except for doze talents. FATASS. haha. She's werst den FIFI or susi from da drama series of "DIA". oK2.. make it clear. Mean gerls happened here in Singapore and in my school. Regina da fugly biatch, hates and envies cady at the same tyme. Dts wad happenin to me. Hmm. Regina has the beau but dat bitch has no beau except for her REGINA oh so similar attitude. Whatever. Confronted her and yess. she kept Quiet. A question, WADS HER DAMN MOTIVE.!!??. uRh. She made alot of rumors. Hurtful rumours which caused tragic misunderstandings and crashing frensh...

A sudden thought of hym hym hym. Im tired. But i need hym. Cnt blog much. Well, i aint at my place but trust me alot of great events happen and yes yes. On da 02092006, a new baby was borned. Cant upload his CUTESY pictre coz i dun have it at my kuzzies laptop. so jengz. His name is LUTH IZZ QAISY. and he does have cherry cheeks~!! N levels started and yerps2 its EASY. I tot it was hard but thanks to my studies n revisions. Insya'allah i can make it. AMIN...HEY JERK, FLY AWAE FROM ME. EZHAR, GET A LIFE. I LOVE ANIS N ONLIE HIM~! GET ME?? Anis. Just wanna let u knoe dat my love fer u keeps on developing and u've grown in me. MUSHY as it is. YES. i've turnd mushy, thanks to u. Hehs. LOVEya loads, baby. LOOK ME STRAIT IN MY EYES. LISTEN TO MY WERDS AND JUDGE ME WID URE HEART, baby. Thanks fer ya love n support~!! PS TO ALL MY ABANG. IM MISSING U GUYS. AFIZNIZAMLANMAIL. KORANG SEJAK KEJE NIE,ADEQ N MAMA MISS KORANG TAO~! BILER NAK BALEQ UH~!!! MISSES.

Anis, im so sorry k darlinq if im too late. Btw, im just testing u. Well, if u love me den u will definitely wait for me, baby. Hmms.. i wonderr wads da outcome,sweetlove. Well. Take care of ureself n ure HEALTH~! Mkn obat k darlinq. WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE U. ONLY GOD KNOES. My dearest, grab my hands, hold me tyte. Kiss me wid ure love, Hug me wid ure warmth. Love me wid ure heart, look into my eyes and whisper me all ure love n sweetwerds. Oh, boy, ure drivin me insane. Kiss my forehead, never let me go.. Dun wake me up coz i want u to bring me back. Bck 2 our fairytale land filled wit love n devotions. Baby, i swear. i need u. " URE NOT A WANT; URE A NEED." bellaLOVESu.sheNEEDSu. LOVELOVEbella~ S M O O C H E S~ * i swear i love u n my LIPSDUNLIE,Anis. * SEALED WID A KISS, WRAPPED WID LOVES.

Nurul & i, problems solved~! Again, im framed. But overr nw, everything has started afresh n i wun wanna blog abt it~! BEAR NO GRUDGES . Nurul looks marvellous in wid her nu haircut. NEATER N PRETTIER.. Hehes. 31.08.2006 ; Teacher's dae celebration. Gave MR ratish, clement n mrs karen tan gifts. Well, as a token of my appreciation n gratitudes. Teacher's dae celebration was a bomb and AVA cocked up and im pissed. Everything went wrg, from da speakers to da microphone. URGH~! Nisa dance performance, was definitely a HIT~! Keep on groovin, my dancers. U gerls gonna TAKE THE LEAD AND GROOVE to da beatss. Yeay~! Moved to kakak's place n rent my jumbo flat oud~! Well, its bcoz, im studyin in melbourne (maybe dyz yr,maybe june). Futhermore, mama cnt be alone coz she's sick and stuffs. I dare sae, i love my mum forever~! N levels is ard da corner and im gonna work my ass off and get good grades. I can do it, yess, i can~! Anis, keep on inspirin me. i need u,baby...