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Where'd Eu Go..??


Daddy.. Where'd u go..?? I missed u so.. Seems like its been forever..That u've been gone. pls cum back home..
My beloved daddy.. I really appreciate yr hardwork and all. But i miss u so much! I miss everything. Its like im living a life of interns.. To survive life im not used 2..
Daddy.. Ure coming back in 2 months time. And dat seems a year to me.. U noe dat i've alwaes loved and treasure u,dearest dad.. Ure PRINCESS is growin everyday..
I understand ure werk is everything daddy.. But can u pls spare me sum tyme. Miss joking wid ya. Hangin oud wid ya.As u alwaes sae.. Ure in me and im in eu.. I feel it.. But at the same time. I want u to be wid me thru ups and downs..
I simply miss everything daddy..
We used to travel ard da werl but nw ure just soo bz...Daddy...
Daddy. If i close my eyes before u. Lay me on the bed. Kiss my forehead and hold me tite. Whisper to me and say "I LOVE U SOO MUCH"
Never cry upon my death koz datz d only time wen i can sleep. As for now. Its solitude. Loneliness. Shattered dreams. Hopes. Fantasies.
Could it be a reality..??
Am i just dreamin. Its so hard to keep everything inside. I purposely post dis koz i want u to read n understand daddy. U knoe im capable of enitin.
Pls.PLs b proud of me as u b4. Pls support n push me if i fall.
Pls embrace and wipe my tears if i cry. The last thing tat i could ever wish for is to have the life we used to have. For now. ITS COMPLICATED.
Daddy.... I LOVE U SO MUCH! my tears define evrithing.
Your PRINCESS.
Zati.
LOVE YOU. MISS U. NEED U. LONGING FOR U.
HEARTFELT.
*SMOOCHES

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