Melt me with ure kisses.

NURUL, SORRY ABOUD JUST NOW. IM SO SORRY . CALL ME TONITE. PLS TELL HYM I HEART HYM.

Does dyz define how disappoint i am now?.. URGH.! How i wish i could post sumthing happy and lively. The thing is. I can't. To u ppl who hate my post, just leave. u dun need to read when u hate it. afterall, its my blog. my words. SORRY. not in da mood. I really hate it wen u compare me to herr. Ayte,i wun mention names nor point a fingerr. But its just sucks to actually have me compared. I can onli be myself and ppl can never be me. EACH AND EVERYONE in diz werl have their own personalities and dey r unique in each and every waes. SO PLS. STOP... Mama, everything u said is true. Yerps, ders alot of QUESTIONS in dis head. But den, wad pressure me most is.. I Can't simply have e answers. It sux, mama. sorrie if i've been rude and rebellious. I promise to u and to everybody including ANIS. i wun be as b4. I won hang wid all dose minahs and all. Trust me. It will never happen. And if it does. PUNISH ME for all u care. Its been long since i last met em. and dey r searching fer...

Daddy.. Where'd u go..?? I missed u so.. Seems like its been forever..That u've been gone. pls cum back home.. My beloved daddy.. I really appreciate yr hardwork and all. But i miss u so much! I miss everything. Its like im living a life of interns.. To survive life im not used 2.. Daddy.. Ure coming back in 2 months time. And dat seems a year to me.. U noe dat i've alwaes loved and treasure u,dearest dad.. Ure PRINCESS is growin everyday.. I understand ure werk is everything daddy.. But can u pls spare me sum tyme. Miss joking wid ya. Hangin oud wid ya.As u alwaes sae.. Ure in me and im in eu.. I feel it.. But at the same time. I want u to be wid me thru ups and downs.. I simply miss everything daddy.. We used to travel ard da werl but nw ure just soo bz...Daddy... Daddy. If i close my eyes before u. Lay me on the bed. Kiss my forehead and hold me tite. Whisper to me and say " I LOVE U SOO MUCH " Never cry upon my death koz datz d only time wen i can sleep. As ...

Went Pizza Hut todae.. Met raden! Urgh.. He's soo mine. ~LOVES.. He's lyke so red seein me at ph..Well, he's shy. But wen it cums to chattin over da fone or smsing, He's a totally different person! Turned to be da talkative, loving, sweet and caring raden! Miss hym loads. Haha.. Ok2. I knoe im gonna sound silly.. But i just can't help thinkin and laughin abt it sumtyms. Nurul and Tasha went to the toilet.. Me,im just sittin waitin fer my chicken ole! Im soo freakin hungry~!! Tasha starts telling us abt da creepy stories beyond the toilet of pizza hut.. Well,its still unknown.. Hmms. I wonder. Forget dat part. Tasha2. She had a bad sore throat and her voice rocks! Tasha rockers! Haha. She was sooo not herself.. (her voice).. Her voice was all deep, nice, rock and differnt. She can't even shout! hEH. sorry sha. Tapi ah2 kan.? Even abg fairul tak knl suare kao. She was all eager to hear da difference in herr voice and dat was when i decided to record a clip on her...

Chikin..Thanks alot fer helpin me wid dis blog.. Love ya gerl..Mwax.. Okae. Had a long dae in school todae... Had MATHEMATICS TEST and it was easy but mua mind just cant stae focus to da Question. URGH!!~ Honestly, Ive reviewd and revised on dat particular topic.. But todae was not the dae i can give my all.. Well, i just feel all restless and sick todae.. *BLEAHX.. Finally im done wid my cpa theory!! Yeay..! "Tasha, I really pity u todae..".. She have to rush back home early todae. Herr bro fetched. Tasha is really sick.. Lepas satu2 sey kao gerl.. Nemind. Im just hoping u'll get better now! See ya tomorrow in skool.... Nurul.. sory u can't cum ma place todae. U can cum overr tomorrow, sweets. So.. U can have da whole of my computer~ Haha.. LOVELOVEbella~

Woke up at 10.40 am on 17th july.. ALERT ; LATE FOR SCHOOL! urgh damn it.. I wanted to go sch badly!~ K fine. at least i made an effort to attend my N LEVELS el oral! Dats da most impt thing in my life now.. N LEVEL. E results holds my future in pursuin my dreams to becum a successful lawyer ; TO DEFEND DA INNOCENT N TO PROVE JUSTICE. ~ I wish i wish upon a starr.. Enough of doze crapz yo, bella.. ! oK. tasha waited hours fr us to finish da orals! Her legss got hurt! Sorry darlinq.. Afta d orals, nurul and i went food hunting from pizza hut's to SWENSENS. went to check NICHOLAS out fer tasha! Damn. He aint werking. Sorry gerl. =) Nurul.. Do u realize dat Muzakir is checking u oud! Lol.. a twist of fate, i suppose. Hahahkz. now lets jump to our(nurul and i) embarassing moment ever!~ Dis is how it started. Nurul n i was so starving dat she had a plate of pasta and i, a plate of chicken ole. NYUMMYNYUMMYCHUM!~ Da crews of pizza hut plus da manager had deir eyes on us! I was li...

Nurul.. Im so disappointed in eu gerl.. Wad's wrg wid u.. U broke our hearts from pieces to bits... Im really disappointed in u.. Cant u see da sacrifice we've made fer ya... u speak highly of ya frenz where else me ayu and tasha helped u alot.. Its like.. we r not appreciated sey// Nurul.. I LOVE U SO MUCH TO LOSE YOU GERL.. Ure 1 of mua besties.. Pls realize dat u've frenz who've alwaes advice and be wid u.. We mae b harsh sumtyms ; BUT its jokes... Pls dun take nitin 2 heart gerl.. I knoe u r 1 sweet, nice, loving, fun, caring and a GREAT fren indeed.. Evry1 noes dat and therefore im tellin u dis.. I wun want u to be rumoured ard.. I want u to be da chill n happenin nurul.. Don be deceived by ppl actions ezly. Take me as an example.. U've seen me being betrayed evri nw and den.. Being talked abt.. Ive been discriminated darlinq.. and Hence, i dun want u to be in my position.. Coz no matter how bad u turn out to be.. We are alwaes here.. Ure alwaes welcumd ...

Yerps!! Finally im overr and done wid dis blog. Thanks to Chikin im done wid dis blog! Chikin I LOVE YA LOADZ.. Aniwaez.. Didn't went skool todae! GOt sum stuffs to do at home~Family matters.. Urgh... Tasha darlinq.. Sorry fer not being der wid u todae.. How'd i wish to turn back time.. But i can't.. Haez.. oK.. went out wid eqa todae.. Sent her to clinic and i hope she's gettin better now! Met Nurul and ayu and .. .. p.s [ im disappointed ]