Melt me with ure kisses.

Haters means no shit to me. Yes, i really min it. No shit.

Seriously.

Hate me / Love me, either way, they actually have thoughts of me and im flattered.

How sweet! =)

Ive been down with some serious headaches this few weeks and sometimes, its just unbearable.

I tend to realise all the reasons to my failure in lyfe.

Perhaps, i wasnt a good girl back then.

But who cares? It was just plain history.

Now, im all grown up and I should have better knowledge on the "do's" and the "don'ts".

And im talking about everything.

To me , every single person is unique in each and every part of him/her.

Most ppl tend to underestimate the younger generation and also ppl who enjoy night life.

But again, havent this ppl heard that things doesnt always go your way?

Every individual have his/her own personality.

Okay, i know, im so random. But its just general, dun U think so?

Okay, Its finally my off day cum ka-ching day!

Ain't gonna indulge much okay.

Gonna get a new pink LG phone.

Akai also finds it nice.

As for today,

akai wanted to sent me to school , Unfortunately, hys baby girl isnt tat well.

And so, cabbed down to NUH and it was belardy 3 hours till we got it done and over with.

=.="

Afterwhich, went vivocity for awhile to catch some items.

Had cockles kway teow and carrot cake for lunch.

and also

Rojak plus cheese fries for dinner.

Got myself a pretty good rest, i tell you.

Ive been wanting to have a tyme on my own back here in my cozy crib.

Heavenly.

Baby got himself a tagged account and MSN as well.

Sometimes , i do have doubts.

But to think of it again, its unfair for hym since i have a couple of accounts.

PERIOD.

So, let me just put a full percentage of trust for now.

But its difficult, people.

I seriously have problems with trust issues!

=.=

Tyme to change bella!

Bellakai won't be in singapore till sunday.

so, have a good weekend ppl!

And to papa (akai's dad), happy birthday!

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