Melt me with ure kisses.

Been lazy to update, recently. Haha!

Okay, Ive got work from MONDAY-THURSDAY.

Saturday and Sunday, I won't be in woodlands.

So yea, wun be seeing both BELLAKAI in woodlands or worst, polyclinics!

Haha.

Above are pictures of me and dolly having our webcam sessions. so geyreq qan?

Okay, max and eve came over and yea, been webcaming the whole day!

Oh, yea, with fifi and also Zura.

Kecoh la qan? Zura, suarer mau kuat kay darlin? haha.

I swear, i could barely hear her voice, waduhhh!

Wasnt in the best mood.

Last afternoon.

Ju ; Hello. Bella, qau qatner?

Bella ; woodlands arh, apesal?

Ju ; akai ade ngan qau? taq qlua dgan akai?

Bella ; (takes a deeeep breath) Ju...

Ju ; ape?

Bella ; (tone of voice changed ; irritated) Asal uh qau slalu qol2 aqu tanyer pasal akai uh?

Ju ; ermm. taq, aqu qol2 dier taq dpt.

Bella ; qau naq qol2 dier ader ape?? IRRITATING QAU TAWU TAQ!

Ju ; (stammers) aqu actually cariq an.

Bella ; EY, PANDAI2 QAU ARH!

Seriously, she have reached my fucking limits and i can no longer take it .

She even have the heart to tell me .

"AKAI MAKI2 QAU PASAL DIER CKP QAU MMG PATUT QENER MAQI PASAL QAU TAQ BERGUNA AND SLALU LAMBAT"

Unfortunately, akai raged upon hearing what i told hym. see, its fable! sentence above sungguh merepeq!

Whatever la, ive heard about you. Perhaps, my bad for not trusting and now, i've experience what they have been experiencing, your friends have been complaining, you lil baby hoe.

Okay, meanwhile, im talking to baby over the phone.

Akai, niari full of complains eh?

waduh. he has always been cranky if he sleeps too much or lack of sleep.

HE HAVE BEEN SLEEPING THE WHOLE DAY AT HOME YTD! guys~!

And abang eddie, i knoe how u feel. I feel your sorrows as well.

Mohamed farhan, rest in peace.

Haiz, memories, we shall keep.

'SIAL UH QAU DAR TUNANG, AQU YG HANDSOME2 QAU TANAQ QER.? EDDIE, PSYCHO LA ADEQ QAU'.

His everyday same dialogue when he sees me.

as i say, my life is similar to dominoes, all at once.

and YOU! u must be laughing and clapping to see me fall.

But hey, im still strong.

Its bella, bitch!

Its bella, bitch!(to sesiape yang makan lollipop, terase la sweetnyer~(taqmu copy nie lyne eh. pleeease uh please! haha).

Yesterday, i wasnt really drunk, partially la kay.

had Bacardi, thanks to max and eve.

Yesterday was hilarious.

And yea, bella fanatic japp pasal marar with tat slut.

Move bitch, get out the way.

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