Melt me with ure kisses.

My masai face after a whole day out since morning.
urgh!
Im all lethargic now.
Last night was fucked up!
Had a huge tiff with akai.
haha. sorry, i fooled ya! nothing of that sort happened.

I was out late since 9pm since there's no school today.
Met dearest over at his aunt's crib.
I actually intended to take the last train back to woodlands.
Unfortunately, luck wasnt on my side.
I was a minute late and ive to like call everyone up to see who is kind enough to fetch me home.
A certain someone promised to fetch me, but he fucking blew it off.
I am pissed, yea.
Akai's license have to be revoked. like wtf ryte? lol.

and..

I ended up calling akai to accompany me until that someone fetch me.
Baby was mad cos that person blew me off.
It was okay, i guessed. partly my fault.
Thanks to me, yes me, he have to take medical leave from the clinic.

As usual, if its bellakai, there will be much nonsense. and i min it. muchmuch nonsense.
went over shop and save to grab some food and drinks.
Afterwhich, headed to the nearest bus stop and sit for a while.
i swear, i was having a migraine.
Akai pretended to be a stranger

Akai ; ey gal, tunggu siaper?
Bella ; tunggu jantan aqu uh. lembab siaqs.
Akai ; tu larh, aqu pun tgh tunggu pmpn aqu.
bella ; pmpn qau umur brape ?
akai ; masey girl lagy, baru naq masuq 19.
bella ; eh? jantan aqu harapqan lagy tuer dari aqu, taq bergune.
akai ; pmpn aqu baik, lawa, sayangg aqu pat dier. cumer qadang2 aqu perangai
bella ; eh? ingat qau taq tawu.. oh, penyabar eh pmpn qau? paqai tudung pe?
Akai ; taqla, cume seqali je pena nmpk dier paqai tudung. manis je. mukerr dier mcm qau la.
Bella ; eh?
akai ; tgoq sikit muker.
bella ; (turn over and smiled).
Akai ; eyh bella! bile sampai??
Bella ; akai nie ader2 je la! hahaha

He and his nonsense never failed to make me laugh.
afterwhich, he pretended to be a magician.
aiyyaaaai-!

he accompanied me all the way till 5 30 am.
and i slept like a pig from 6 15 am till 3 35 pm
.
woke up with 54 missed calls and 23 messages.
Akai was saying 'Ishk, akai mampos pun bella taq sadar agaqnyer'.
haha.

I was tired darlinq.

I am happy enough he never controlled me the way he used to.
as long as im happy with what im doing, he's alrite.
But no matter what happens, your heart is my treasure and i shall take a good care of it hunneh.
sorry cos i knoe at tymes, im irrational.
Ok, i better get ready now before he pepot2..

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