Melt me with ure kisses.

My baby got himself drunk for 3 nights already.

And, dammn! Its fucking hard to keep in track.

He only call me when he's sober.

And, i havent meet hym eversince.

I met hym last nite, only for 5 minutes. no goodbye kiss, no nothing.

Afterwhich, baby called.

Akai ; Bella, taq tdo?

Bella ; naq tdo lar nie. Bye sayang.

Akai ; Bye ajerr?

Bella ; Bye, Love you.

Akai ; Love you too.

Bella ; Miss you.

Akai ; Miss you EVEN MORE.

Bella ; muacks.

Akai ; muacks.

EVEN MORE? Is he for real?

And everytime I call, he'll be saying the same lame thing.

'BATTERY DARH NAQ FLAT'.

He didnt even call me today.

On the positive side, he might be sleeping.

I realized, its not my PMS.

I have no idea why I tend to be all emotional.

My conscience keeps telling me, something is wrong.

My heart tells me to be strong.

and apparently, there's this bytch who hangs out with us recently.

She constantly ask me if im with akai, whether or not i'll be meeting hym.

Like, hello? Kepo ehs?

She even followed baby and his frens to KTV.

mcm wtf?

Akai's friend told me, she is the mentel2 attention seeker.

He did mention that she prefer hanging out w guys.

tapi, taq perlu lar 24 jam qan?

oh yes, im being jealous.

siaper taq saqit hati saq?

Sialan la, she even tried her best to win my friendship.

alar, macam step gereq gytu? sungguh taq perlu eh budaq?

yes, she is still a budaq!

grr !

SAYANG, Its been two days and ive been complaining to you that im utterly bored.

Usually, you would prioritize me.

What happened now?

Setaqat caqap akai rindu bella je uat pe?

Buktiqan la.

Akai naq bella trust akai, tapy pade hakikatnye, ape yng telah akai buktikan?

Memang, bella taq menafiqan akai darh banyaq sacrifice.

Nothing much k darling.

We'll talk this over.

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