Melt me with ure kisses.

School was indeed fun. Ok, it was a boring lesson. urgh. I cant get Mr San's lectures in my bloody head! urgh! I was busy focusing on my suupa irritating red blocked nose! Eversince I came back from my vacations with Akai's family, I got sick. Perhaps, it was the weather. It was raininq all along ok! and my baby, akai, knoes Im prone to flus and fevers since I have a very sensitive nose! And im tanned! like wth?? hahah. Thanks to jet-skiing and banana boat!

I've yet to upload pichas of my vacation. Still waitinq for Miss NYNA DANIELS to send me those!

Im damned sick i tell U. Im wrapped up in 2 layers of top and a long pink nightdress!

pfft!

Mother in law was like tellinq me ;

"BELLA DEMAM RINDU TU.."

i Replied.

"alar mama, lek uh. friday jumper lagy pe. at least akai sanggup sehy qol bella even fer 2 MINUTES! hahahaha"

The both of us ended laughing.

Mum in law's crib in Malaysia was supa huge and supa nyce.

ROOM IS PINK! ohh, i knoe! so me rite?

It was quite similar to daddy's condo in clearwater.

Ok, i miss my dad.

He cant make it baq home! urgh! FEBRUARY U BETTER BE BACK FOR YOUR DAUGHTER'S BIG EVENT! get it? lol.

I cant blog much.

My eyes are all squishy and red.

Im hugging the teddy he gave to sleep.

Nites.

AKAI, BELLA CINTA PADAMU!

feewit!

haha

toodles.

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