Melt me with ure kisses.

It was Fun.. Went to Max's chalet last night.

Most of my classmates attended. Mostly the guys plus cheryl.

OUTSIDERS, Yani, ____(lupe name la), eve, and anth guy.

We joked the night through and I ordered Mcdonalds.

My phone sucks last nyte.

and i went over to have manicures done.

got a new red tank top.

and and.

I FINALLY GOT A PHONE TODAY!!!!!

Thanks to akai's bro (apit) who helped me bargain fer the price.

jeng jeng jeng.

Im so happy.

Its a pink china phone!!

WISH CAME TRUE.

lol!

I've never felt this happy before, serious no joke ok!

haha.

Im havinq fun.

Thursday, Ive got a date with rabia, out ; JOB HUNTING.

Its hard to contaq me nowadaes, ok fine, ~~im busy~~ ok.

Im blacklisting! (ade laaaa).

Lately, ive been dreaming of a new career and a new prospect.

I need to pamper myself.

Spa, anyone?

Oh, btw, to my classmates(those attended chalet), LETS NOT FORGET FRIDAY NIGHT!

K, im thirsty.

gonna drink my blueberry tea now.

Taqaire.

have a gd nite.

love you.loveyou.loveyou.

iloveu ok!

Bella

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