Melt me with ure kisses.

Cheyy. Bella dar realli move on nampak? hhahaha.

alaa, chill ar ENJOY. tmr is my exams. and wish me luck ok!

and yes, IM GOING KARAOKE TOMORROW . SATURDAY NIGHT, ZOUK la sehhy!

AND Im so enjoyin life. Think im sufferin? Think i'll wait? Think i'll care? HELL NO.

MY USED TO BES :

CRY OVER YOU

WORRIED WHEN URE NOT AROUND

SHELTER U

ADHERE TO YOUR WANTS AND NEEDS

BE A GOOD GIRL, STAY HOME

TELL U EVRY SINGLE THING

TRUST PPL SURROUNDING ME

STICK TO YOU

NOW :

LAUGH COZ URE STUPID.

CRYING NO MORE

ENJOYING LIFE

NOT TRUSTING PPL SURROUNDING ME

LAUGHING AT YOU WHO WILL TELL HYM YOU ARE READING MY BLOG! GO AND UPDATE HYM, GO.. SHOOOO (taq sebut name k? jdi, jgn smbrg hemboz. )

GEREQ jugaq jady center of attention nie kan? Hahaha. Im never NOT MENTIONED.

Good, say all the darnest things about me, my frens, those who really knoe me, is laughing coz ni semue kental! MEREPEK sia.

zaman fanatic da over. please eh?

Im so free to do whatever i want.

Boy, your wish has finally came true.

Celebrate arr.

go jalan2, get high, get drunk, get crunk.

u'll drop before U'll ever knew it.

above mentioned for siape2 ar yg tgh terase skrg.

hahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha!

IM RUNNING______________ WEEEE.

bella<3

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