Melt me with ure kisses.

I finally gain my appetite to have a MUNCH MUNCH. but not a lot laa ok?

Credits to my lovely MAMA, ABANG, QAQAQ, BUDAQ DEPAN SEQOLAH, abang pipit, anuar, rabia, Daya, E'qa, Diydee and Nas.. Credits to my taggers as well! Thanks for all your support! cey, macam naq menang award eyy? hehes.

I appreciate each and every single one of you. Oh and yess, i finally see the light within. I've built that strength inside. Ive yet to be stronger. I come to realize that life has lots of beautiful wonders and the future has its surprises. Tyme tells everything. And Allah (god) definitely wants the best for his people. If something is meant to be yours, sooner or later it will still be.

Ive learnt a lot during those nights alone. Ive endured much pain than what ppl have expected cos im known as that bubbly, loud and happy go lucky girl. Within those smile and laughters, its a deep deep cut. A hollow heart which is yet to be cured. And my girls knoe, ive shared lots of past experiences with them. I love my girls and I dun want them to be in the same situation as me.

Not only my girls, but to everyone out there. BE STRONG. Dun waste your tears for something that is not your worth. Instead, laugh it out. smile like it doesnt kill u inside. The stronger u are, the winner u will be. Trust me ok?

Enough of me crapping, I have to get myself dressed up and clean my MESSY room before meeting my future mother in law. She's 1 hour away from meeting me. OHH!! haha.

AND THE VERY BEST PART, Ive decided if i still wanna continue my engagement with that PAIN IN THE ASS in october. Haha. Im not telling. Let me talk to hys mum first ok? And i will update as soon as im home, provided, if im not lazy to on my lappie laa k? *smiles wide.

Ok, gotta roll now.

Keep the tags rolling, bitches! Muacks!!!

LOVE.

Bella

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