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Being busy everyday also made me realise how tis precious sweetheart yearns fer me.
Pictures above shows how happy he was to see me by hys side. I cuddled hym as soon as i got home. Only god knoes how much i miss hym.. I wun wanna lose another part of me. He made alot of noises just to grab my attention. He even grabbed my uncle's cell phone. Just to show me tat he already know how to dance. He tapped on my thighs and did the clapping action.
What he meant was for me to applaud hys talents. I appreciate u, my dearest Luth 'Izz Qaisy..
I will spent most of my time with u now, i promise upon myself.
The picture he took on the pillow was also candid.
I told him to "bam", Means sleep, in baby language, and he actually jump and fall on the pillow. He does listen to mu instructions. hahaha.
I miss hym. alot. I feel like going to bed now, just to hug hym.. tc everyone
Love.
Bella James


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