Melt me with ure kisses.

I was bashed up d other dae! I lost my sister and grandma weeks ago. My ex bf was caught in an accident yesterday... And todae was goddamn DILEMMA!!! I was in the middle. Hafiz on my left and Anis on my right. I didnt noe which to pick. I need to sort things out with the both of them. I couldnt decide. Ray was already shouting "BELLA! QUICK. HAFIZ IS GETTING FAR FROM US!!!!". Shucks! I couldnt think. I wanted real bad to reach out to hafiz. I miss tat guy so so much. More den werds could express.! Urghss. Anis was givin me tis ' I need to talk' kinda look. Astaga.. God. pls help me. I text hafiz.. Hafiz ; Who are you? Bella ; Bella. Hafiz ; Bella? Hu are u looking for? Bella ; Whichever. Hafiz or Rei. I dun mind. Pls. Pls . Hafiz ; Sory. He's nt using this number anymore. He swap no wit me. Im tiara. Bella ; There's a letter from my late sis. Pls tell him its urgent. Hafiz ; I will gt to him. Bella ; But ure mum told me u didnt swap phone, apiesh. Hafiz ; Api...

Reply to my taggersLOVE ; Natrisha ; Hey Love, Im duin Great. Yourself? Miss u buckets! Nana ; Ok baby, will link ya! TC Sha ; Will link u aites, hunns. Lotsa love, Bella James

Anyone miss me? Haha. Ive been silent fer a week or two i guess. As usual, just coping with the burdens of wad u call, Life. Not to weri, im still standing strong on my feet. Moving on is wad i must do. Its true wad fauzi used to say, I need to learn how to let go. Things wun alwaes run my way. Easier said than done? *Wonders. Life without ppl i love around is goddamn hard. My greatgrandma, My father, my sister and not to forget my best buds, apiesh. My father, as usual, busy with business and projects. Apiesh, we are still not in talking terms. My sis and greatgrandma, Rip. GODbless! My abg eddie just moved in to my place. Fun and strict too! Hehs. Ive nothing to blog about now la. No idea. Will get back aites! Bella James