Enough means enough ok. Tats the picture of my new haircut, Its till my shoulder length. and i got myself a babydoll shoulder length haircut. Thanks to my beloved Pamela S who spent whole mornin doin my hair. I actually had blonde strips and pink hi lites on my hair. and seriously, it turns red when captured in camera. urgh! Enarf of my hair talk.

My motive bloggin tonight, is to actually wish my brother and my kak Najihah, "SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU"

Abg, i feel honoured to be your best gerl, just now. I gave the ring and i was at my bro's side. Im like so happy fer hym. He's been waiting fer tis to arrive. and it did! Kak Najihah look splendid today. Pretty in White, holding pink roses, she looked just like a PRINCESS.

Compliments fer her.

Me and kak laiha was so busy since 11 pm- 6 am.9 am-12.23am.

Baking cakes ferabg dee's wed. and i helped out carrying trays and foods from uncle man's restaurant, Restu. It was humid and it was werth my effort.

Cos at the end of the day, i did tis fer my own flesh and blood.

Met lotsa long lost cuzzies and tis is wad dey say.

"GOSH! Tis is James' daughter? She looked so different. The last time i saw her, she was still chubby and small, lyke tis (with body expression)."

Just how long havent i seen my cousins and alhamdulillah, thank god, most of my cousins have converted to Islam. Including my grandma's younger sister.

Amin.

Dad couldnt come back. I cried upon hearing hys voice. I miss him soo much. IT HURTS.

Mama came at 4 and helped out.

Kak milin, im sorie, be strong darla.

Abg dino called and i was close to tears. I miss my brother. I feel so alone. urgh.

SIS is sick, Bro is in brunei, Big bro is married, Mum is out and Dad aint in town.

APIESH!!! HELP ME.

I need to cry myself out ok.

AND I MISS U, GENDENG!

Lots and lots of LOVELOVELOVE,

The precious, one and only ;

Bella James