Melt me with ure kisses.

To release all the tense, i went out with my cousin, abg dino and his gf, kak Laiha. 1st, I met hym at vivo with two of his bunk mates. Its easy getting along wif em. Haha. After dat, we headed to far east and met abg ayie somewhere near to Chaos. SHUTS~! Im still sick btw. Hahaha. we simply had fun. Seriously. Had dinner at Chicago's steak and i ordered Chicken baked rice . We also splurge on Ice-Cream. Was soo damn full!!!! urh.

Talk to apiesh fer a while, luckily he called back! Cos abg dino is looking fer sum super nice board-shorts. [ is dat the rite spellin? ] Haha. I confide in apiesh cos i knoe he has the nicest board shorts ever! Waitin fer hym to get hys off. QUICK. GET URE SCHEDULE, AND WE R GOING OUT!! hahaha.

I slept over at abg dino's house today. And going out later to celebrate Mother's day with my gorgeous queen, my mum... HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MAMA..! LOVE U.

Last sat, i went out with regina and a cute guy, hilmi. He's such a nice company. And I rely feel comfortable with hym. I can say tat he's a guy no gerl wanna lose. He's super nice and super funny.. hahahah. i cnt stop laughing sey. But den, he made me blush a lot of times.! MALUNYER- MUKA SAYA MERAH LA... gagaga..

Hahaha..

Kla kla. Alah, im tired.. Tomorrow got photoshoot. Dressed in prom gown? NOOOO! haha. I got to be at my set by 8.30 am. That sucks rite. I knoe. Modellin, im back!

Hahah. Before tat, i gotta sign the terms and agreements.. and mates, i cnt indulge in swensens always! Have to be discipline now! ARGHH! hahahah. Take care.

Love, Sayang. Kisses, Cium and Hugs,

Bella James.

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