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I havent been in the mood lately.
Things happened and I just couldnt put myself together.
SchooL? Perhaps, most of you won't be seeing me anymore.
Yes, im still on my education path. not to worry.
And life? Life is as hell.
I am not certain on how my future will be.
Perhaps, what both Eve and max said was true.
I dun have much confidence in me.
Love? We have plans tis upcoming valentines.
and yea, I still have trust issues.
I min it I LOVE AKAI.
I am out of words. I am confused.
How am i to tell hym she's out for some show.
She potrays that innocent attitude.
Telling me things I wish I didn't know.
Im positive, its all fable.
Im just potraying a facade smile, honey.
Listening to my voice, you told me I sounded different.
Yes, time will tell you everything.
Cos as always, the truth outshines the lies. Qan akai?
Beribu kali bella ucapqan, kejujuran itu sangat penting antara kita.
Bella yakin akai pasti ngerti apa yang pingin bella sampaikan.
Aku kagen banget sama kamu.
Aku tawu kau juga kangen padaku.
Ya, emangnya, kita udah saling cinta mencintai.
The sight of her is just killing me.
THE END.

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