Hello 2009. Goodbye 2008.

Im now on the phone,with Akai.

He is a bad bad boy for today! Not wanting to sleep but listen to my voice when he have work tomorrow! He havta be up at 5. grr! degil sangatsangat.

I am really looking forward to a better prospect this year.

Trying my very best to be akai's goodgirl.

and to be much more responsible and positive.

Both, akai and I will be saving up.

yes, save, save, save and save!

He will be my financial controller.

Or else, i'll overspent.

Somehow, 2008 have been a roughtough year for me.

Lots of obstacles, lots of tears and challenges.

ALL IN ONE YEAR.

Its like dominoes, falling one after another.

Like a star, people keep on talking and spreading unwanted rumours.

sungguh taq perlu k?

but unfortunately, mulot drg taq penat bitching.

lol.

Aniwae, sad to knoe, my life is your entertainment, babies.

Haha.

Lots of bitches have been challenging me and waiting to see me fall.

For now, i wouldnt wanna think about it.

cos those challenges made me stronger.

Now that im away. away from all the dramas, i bet, i leave u questioning why.

Theres a saying ; Tepuq dada, tanya selera.

ask yourselves.

Whereas me and akai, people keep on breaking us apart.

fables and lies.

saying im cheap and i bring random guys to my place for a late nyte?

aye, please eh? i have pride and i have my mum and my brother at home ok.

im not alone.

This 2009, i do hope it would be smooth.

I'll graduate soon in may and im looking forward to a better career.

Lots of mugging baybee.

Im also taking my driving license.

and i shall pass my diploma, hopefully.

Im planning much for my future this tyme round.

trust me, no more hanky panky.

Preparing to be more serious now.

Besides, my family is enough to keep me rockin!

oh and not forgetting those who totally see the inner me.

and and my baby and his family.

I dun need hypocrites to break me apart.

2009, NEW YEAR, NEW ME.

Goodnite.