Melt me with ure kisses.

Indecisive? Complicated? Confused?

Well, ive FINALLY laid down my decision. Ive made it clear to myself and Hys family.

THIS ENGAGEMENT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.

I've had enough of all the things happening around me.

I might as well, let hym go and I knoe, he is going to be fine without me.

My love has faded after everything.

I ought to realise that he wasnt the one for me.

It was too rushing for the commitment.

I dun deserve a guy who thinks so highly of hys ego and hys friends.

I dun deserve a guy who treats me like a piece of trash.

I deserve a guy who appreciates me for who I am...

AKAI, IM SORRY I HAVTA DO THIS.

A million tears wun gain my empathy neither would a million apologies could win me back.

Its totally over. Dun bother to even look back and regret.

Ive given U the best out of me.

U failed to see that truth within.

U failed to be with me.

U failed the friendship, the relationship and the engagement.

above all the things u lost, U LOST A GIRL WHO CARES SO MUCH ABOUT YOU. A GIRL WHO SACRIFICED HER EVERYTHING FOR U. TRUST ME, U CAN NEVER FIND A GIRL LIKE ME.

The end.

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